It's ironic when you know that you're doing your best,

But you're not perfect, and you're flawed, yet you're trying,

But sometimes it can be excruciatingly painful,

When you lose sight of things in a second and everyone's mad at you,

When you're not feeling okay yet you're the one who keeps on making others happy.

But when you're not able to fulfill something because you're almost buried in the ground,

You're the one who is at fault and you'll be castigated as if you didn't do your part,

When your eyes are hazy and you're losing ground, you're still going to be blamed,

Blamed for the unexpected things and situations you have no control over,

Perhaps, the price of being a Saturnian would always be you'll go through hell first before you experience heaven.

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