All Alone

I live a life of solitary,

Myself as company,

Endless days my chest heavy,

Vacating my home only reluctantly

Conversations non-existent,

Adult interactions cannot be found,

More often feeling indifferent,

My mind seems to have drowned.

In a constant state of loneliness,

Unsure how to change,

The prospect of this seems odious,

My family all estranged.

Friendships are made online,

Connections formed are strong,

It is with them that I align,

If they left could I even go on?

Everything remains the same,

No changes in routine,

Seems like life is a playing a game,

Surviving a land of in between.

Is there an end to this perpetual isolation,

To find who I am again,

Hoping for my own salvation,

A pleasant life I could attain,

If I could only get off this train.