Feelings

I started to write

My feelings

But

I'm drinking them

Instead

I'm going for

Clearing my head

Not sure

Though

How it will end up.

I know

I need you

You're the thread

Weaving through

All the stages

Of my life

I know

I love you

You're the only man

I regret

Letting go

I know

I see you

Now

You've been

So transparent

I know

I feel you

Even after

My body remembers

Even when

My brain

Tries to forget

What I don't know

Is

What do I do

With these feelings

Now

That you're back home