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I think so deeply. only deeply or not at all. lately it's all deep. im used to confusion and opacity but it seems i have untangled myself and now im left with two ends. ive seen something others haven't. maybe i wish i hadn't. have i gained insight? it's hard to accept. confusion is easy, clarity is harder. i can't go about life the same. i have gotten to know my heart and it has rose above my head. but my head has always been first. a chicken who's lost its head. im walking around with my head cut off and deemed foolish. yet has such loss made me wiser? that's what it's like knowing myself for the first time. my values have shifted but it is my individual journey where the outside world has remained the same. how can i fit in so changed. i can't pretend anymore. im bare.