Blind Spots (P2..P1 on my page)

:Y/A, 333, 13+, Blanked, It's relatable...and very interesting?, day in a freshman's life, (no bio), prose, highschool, none, sarcastic,depressing,uncanny style,art,India(US),13

I watch as the TA finishes up and the bell rings loudly. It sounded different from the bells from middle school, that sound annoying but uncannily comforting. I turn to Lahna, who was looking at the schedule.

"So...wanna go to break?"

I got up and push in my metal chair. She follows and we out to the library where we promised to meet our friend "Prashi". I lean against the cold stone wall, the library here seems much bigger than the one at my middle school. Everyone here seems to know each other. Am I just not friendly enough? I got pulled out of my thoughts as Lahna and Prashi start squealing and hugging.

"Jeez keep it down will you two?"

Lahna scoffs, "Just cause you somehow turned emo over the summer doesn't mean we are?"

I laugh softly, Lahna definitely didn't lose her sense of humor over those two months during summer. They gossip about some things that happened to them over the summer, I occasionally join in on the gossip. Mostly I didn't have anything to share since I was in a whole other country during summer break. The things I could share were still too non-understandable. If I really did want to say it to them, I'm sure only Lahna would understand what I say.

Later on that day after math and biology, I walk over to some benches close to my next class. Lahna and Prashi were talking to like four people I completely didn't know.

"Hi..?"

Lahna looks over to me, "Oh this is sae, these people are some friends I made bestie! This is Vivi, cangie, Kate, Leha. Now we have a friend group totally better than um last years."

My face soured immediately, did she really have to bring that up? I sigh internally but keep up my facade of chillness to them.

"Sounds fun.."

They discuss about everything under the sun while I sit there thinking about the recent "developments" of my blank, empty life.