Drug: Adrenaline

Jumping from rooftop to rooftop

always looking down, never looking up.

They always say that it's better to never look at what you could fall through

I just stare. Let my mind reel and my heart burst.

Climbing up a wall without a holster,

slipping and giggling,

laughing like a menace.

Breaking and crumbling below the pressure

Running across a heavily busy street,

Jumping from a swing to high up

Reading the fight scenes until I think my heart will attack

Slowly dying from the inside out

A different drug that is still bad

Something I can get from going against the rules

Running to fast on slippery ice

Loving every moment

hand on hand combat,

never thinking, always moving

Letting the familiar feeling flood through my veins

hotter than blood, thicker than water

I'm sure someday my heart will burst

Will stop freaking out at everything I do

But it's not today

So I keep going.

Attacking every menacing thing that lies before me

Stealing the drug I love so much

So that one day my prescription bottle will lie

I'll go to rehab but I think I'll still get the high

fly down stairs, trying other medicine

going against every rule.

The doctor writes down my antidote.

A small glass room to do nothing in.

Not big enough to run

Not big enough to fly

But still I get my high

Talking myself into it

Such a risky trip

Still I go for more because it's what I love

It doesn't kill my lungs

Doesn't ruin my legs

Just sloshes my heart

Races my mind

My drug.

My antidote.

My adrenaline high.