A Void

It´s been a while since I´ve had a break. Seem´s like everyone around me takes them quite often. The bell rings and it startles me to the core. I guess I zoned out again, that was stupid I seriously hope no one saw that. I looked around and thankfully there wasn't many people paying attention. I flinch again as Lahna jumps onto me from behind.

¨You are so freaking..ugh...¨, I mumbled annoyedly.

Lahna just giggles and flicks my forehead. I groan and kick her leg softly but hard enough to hurt a bit. The blue class door of our leadership classroom opens revealing our tall but sweet TA Romeo. I rush in, the cold air is way too icy for my liking. As I sit at my ¨commission¨ table I see the rest of my group straggling in. My eyes land on a certain group member of mine, Tyler. It´s hard to explain what I feel over him but it´s definitely a new feeling for me. I´ve never had a crush before and once I even tried to search up what that could mean. All those results led me to believe I was asexual, well up until now. Tyler brings out something in me. He´s exactly what I´ve ever wanted in a boy, or even if I even had a type he´s exactly that. Noticeably tall, long wispy curtain bangs that always are in his eyes, and perfect lips that are upturned. Not only that but his cute hazel eyes are to DIE for.

Since we had to make a group chat for our publicity commission I had to add him in my socials. It´s so cute that he keeps cats as his profiles, and all the photos are of cute cats. The only thing is, he´s really quiet. He doesn´t talk much but somehow its really cute to me. He always has a neutral expression on his face but on the rare occasions he laughs it sounds so cute. I catch myself before I think more things about him. Why am I so head over heels? Do I really like him that much? Is it because he´s my first crush? Is this a normal thing to feel?

I glance over at him and our gazes meet just for a second...