Throw me in the Deep End

Once, when I felt free,

I became aware of the bubble

I had been trapped in.

To think that there could be

an entirely different feeling

in this world I thought I knew...

To understand the existence

that was beyond my grasp.

This is what it feels like

to be cheated,

to be betrayed.

I long to glimpse

that moment again.

Where Life is about

Living,

Not just struggling

from one pain

to the next.