It didn’t go away

I thought the storm went away

Rain drops are racing to hit the earth

The cold burns my face a little

It's colder than usual In october

I stand outside the store

Watching around me

Thinking of things I could've done better

Things I should've done at different stages of my life

" I really could use a cigarrete now."

Suddenly I see you

There you are

Wearing that white dress

Hair as black as the sky without the stars

But you do shine like them

I see you walk towards the store

Towards me

I try to act cool

Do I come inside the store to help you?

Or do I let my colleague do it?

You say hello and my whole world stops

You stay close to me

Waiting for me to enter the store as well

But I can't do that

Not without telling you how much I love you

Not without telling you that I've been counting days for you to come

So I can only see you

And not express my feelings to you

I can't come to the store

You enter

I only watch you from outside

I thought It went away

My love for you

I thought It went away

Me making bad decisions

I thought It went away

My sadness for a day.