A Humble Query for the Divine Oracle

I ask this question in the stupefied amazement of one who believes that such a thought could not have possibly ever existed before...

"Why?!"

"Why!?". "Is it so fucking hard?" "Why?!". "Will you solidify my ache, capture my Soul as it breaks?".

Is this a method which takes the place of a blind, fervent grace?

Is this what it takes?!