I'm starting to dread everything,

waking up,

going to work,

doing the things that I used to love,

I just want to lay in bed

and hide from the world.

I don't want anyone to find me

and I just want to sink into the darkness without a trace.

I just want joy again,

I want to feel love again,

I want to smile again

without if feeling like a chore.

I just want my sparkle back.