Is there something wrong with me?

Like,

I genuinely need to know.

Is there something about me truly unlovable

that I can't get the attention of anyone?

I hate that I crave validation

from those around me.

But I miss being loved

and held

and appreciated.

What is wrong with me

that I don't get that?

Is it because I don't do my hair

or my makeup?

Is it because I'm shy

or sometimes get mad?

Am I just an unlikeable person

that can't see how she makes others feel when she is around them?

Someone, please,

just tell me

so then I don't have to feel like I'm the odd one out

all the fucking time.