extraction
i see the same shit from these windows everyday and nothing changes
i wonder why i’m not claustrophobic / why i’m not bored
it's the same thing everyday except different books
i'm not bored
i want to kick someone in the face and feel their nose break under my foot
i want to tepe someone in the face and then run down the street until I’m so tired i cant run anymore
i haven’t even seen what's to the left of the property
its killing me not knowing what is behind that wall of green leaves
i saw a light through the branches earlier and it scared me
i hadn’t seen one before
i think it was the Sun
i want to pull out my teeth
i put my tongue to the corner of my canine and molar and have the urge to pluck out each tooth and feel the roots. to run my tongue over the bulbous part where the they meet my gums and taste the blood, feeling the empty holes they leave behind.