Blank

what do you do when all your systems no longer cooperate with your mind? when you literally freeze when called to action and harbor the inviting sense of apathy? when you play ignorant as disorder play out while at the back of your head you secretly hope order will naturally rise out of the chaos? when your heart betrayed you to logic? should not soul take over, and not be so frustratingly mute? sure, help comes from the other side, but it's either just biding its divine time, or busy in its own war.