Jealousy Jade

Jealousy is such a rotten enemy

This feeling constantly telling me I'm hurt

& to hurt anyone taking what I love

Or who attempt to play me

It's a shame to feel insecure or 

You're being punked

A sucka getting punched by another fucker

pussy caring who

get his lady taken by another

Fuck her!

Even if I love her

Treat her like a slut just

like any girl I catch on the fly by

given me that dark eye 

moving that body to rhythms

telling me it's happening tonight, right

step it up come gets some

I'm a player who knows

when a lady is ready she'll come get some

loving my dreams

comes in between

the means of

a fine line & loving

what seems to be the fix

which tricks me

hits me between the eyes

like a magician & his many

tricks up the sleeve

never to believe

in its quick fix, it hits the spot which is burning

in hot flames of fire coming from hell that

only sheds light on the abyss

left to be returned

this is my warning

I'm at my might

at my life & it may just bite

those who were sent in with venom

it's on them & what they hold within them, Yes

These women who at once couldn't live without

Or with him,

Now they participate in a ritual made to break by the slightest mistakes

When away I can't wait to be taken away, 

They are my escape

From the everyday ways of being a slave

I choose to run with them to the end of days,

Cause: really in truth they are the ones who will give me what I need to gain peace

& finding love is what I need before I see myself deceased

I preached & reached the depths below

Hoping to not give away bits of my soul 

but to learn what it means to love & let go

By walking away before the final showdown 

That we call to see before it starts to blow

I can't help, though! 

It's just who I am , & to be a man 

I've come this far & have to find love in the dark,

but it's there & only there that I could then love myself & 

those who played a part

Sent out in the world with many tests to deliver this testimony

Remembering no one owes me nothing 

So I should find I'm blessed even more when I rest from my life of suffering

To know what it means to reach the light at dawn

After surviving what is knows as the Dark Night Of Soul

I've thrived by staying high & fighting to find life 

Only to find it when I found myself dying,

Love is to die for , & I adore you from the moment you walked in my life

You were my Angel but by inviting you in my life what have I invited really 

Will it be Death or Will it be Life?