because you have her eyes

The next best thing to playing and winning is playing and losing

There's a coin toss in the distance.  You've excused yourself to the hallway for phone calls I cant hear and I'm begging D.W through unending text to tell me NO.

But I looked at her. Helpless and alone. And you're so very God Damned close to it all and I'm dividing the pros and cons to who I save and who I destroy.

So I smoke a bowl and cut the line between you and her.

And put my defenses in check because you have her eyes and I am doomed to fail.

Weakness is in the soul and mine is Damned.