Mind

When I was a child my worst fear was the corner of my bedroom. Because I could not see what was there in the dark and my mind would play tricks on me, it was terrifying. In a way my mind is the same way. There is a place in my mind that I only go to when I am lost or alone, where I don't want to be with humanity. In the corner of my mind I recall all the moments when I was brought down and teased or ridiculed. I hate it back there, it tears me down and rips my self-esteem apart. But the temptation to go back there happens more frequently then it should. My heart is also the same way, I have days where the dark part of my heart wants me to stay silent and alone because that's how i deserve to be. But I always remember not to believe it. Because the brightness and kindness of my heart is to overpowering for any dark force to breakthrough. Though my mind may be another story.