Hi friend!

Long time no talk. Hopefully this letter reaches you well. I wanted to write you to see how you are and if you're okay. See how you are... Scary that we haven't talked in so long. I remember a time when I couldn't even think without talking to you. I'm almost... Almost glad that it changed. Though I wished it changed for a different reason.

I remember how we use to laugh in the summer and cuddle up in the freezing winters. I remember how when depression would come trying to destroy one of us and the other had to bar all the doors.

Funny how the summer air doesn't smell the same without you here. How no matter how I try and pretend my world is the same it just isn't without you here. You really feel a lot closer then you are these days. But it's okay I don't blame you for leaving.... I can't blame you for leaving m'dear.

If I was in the car that night, maybe If things had gone differently maybe you would be here. But things went the way they went. So here I am with a ballon and a letter.