Perfectness.

As I look over my shoulder, I see him. The person I love most, the person I desire the most. His eyes are so dark and complex, but I can still see right through him. I see sadness and hidden anger. I see pain and self loathing. But when he looks at me, I see mostly love. Love for me, well I think for me. His smile pierces right through my heart and I can feel his warmth from his laugh. His laugh is like no other. If I were in a crowd full of people, I can decipher throw the voices and find him. His careful touch brings me ecstasy throughout my body. His fingers are as soft as rose petals but can bring pain like the thorns. He’s given me great sadness but amazing happiness. He’s a controversial person in my life, but also is a big part of it. He’s the perfectness I’ve always desired for, longed for. I would have given anything for as he makes me feel, complete.