Waiting in the Dark
There are no boundaries
in the dark.
Just endless
darkness.
The darkness that
makes you look inside
yourself and wonder
why you were chosen.
Chosen to suffer in
silence because you can't tell anyone your pain.
Even if you try they
just look at at you and not understand.
So you have to wait
for someone who
will understand.
But the wait is long.
You pretend to be
"normal" but it's
not as easy as it seems.
You pretend to
be enlightened.
But life doesn't
work that way.
You try and try anyway.
Until you think
the darkness is all that
understands you.
Trying to prove the
darkness wrong you try
to walk into the
light, but the
darkness is all you know.
All you need is
someone to help
you step into the light.
To find the courage
inside yourself.
And maybe one day
you will walk into
the light of your
own happiness
and understanding.
But until then
all you can do is wait
and build up the
courage to be yourself.
To let yourself be happy.
But until then you wait.
And wait.
And wait.