'Twas my first day
I was shy, cute and nervous
Though it wasn't hard to see you from faraway
Fifteen minutes left, but I was still anxious
Finally, the bell chimes
All in the class including you, smiles
My heart hammers within my chest
Only you can put it to rest
All I wanted was to be more than a friend
But all I got was to see your very grisly end
The coward in me couldn't ask you to stay
Perhaps that way, I could've kept death at bay
I thought I was the only one to desire you
But the Grim Reaper had other plans too
Here we are, wearing clothes of ebony
Gazing at your epitaph is more than agony
I could've given you the gardenias you so admired
Perhaps a secret gift to get you all fired
I did not get a chance
To tell you how special you were at first glance
But then the rumors say that you
Had most likely loved me too
My heart hammers within my chest
But even in death, only you can put it to rest
But your love is sufficient
Because lately I feel less reticent
I feel it spreading like poison in my veins
I'm dancing while it rains
Tears of joy and pain
How I would to see you again
But for you I'll be happy
Because I have your love blooming inside me
The Other Side of Me
Some days are sunny
Others are gloomy
Why should you judge me for acting loony
I have loved you since the beginning of time.
Your joys and laughter I try to tune with mine.
Your pains and sorrow, I erased with my lifeline.
You say you do, but you do not.
You say I'm yours, but I'm the alien of your lot
You made me a promise, yet you forgot.
Although I have loved you since the beginning of time,
I can only bear so much Although I could die for you a million times,
I can only bear so much.Although I could die for you a million times,
Although I could die for you a million times,Although I could die for you a million times,
I can only bear so much.
Every action of yours is a poisonous dagger in my heart.
Since I can't obtain your love,
Nor get your sincerity,
It's time for you to see,
The Other Side of Me
Henceforth, we are lovers no more.
Strangers from now to Eternity
I'll call myself a fool should you find another like me.
This, my ex-darling, is the other side of me
R