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'Scarecrow' is a sordid love story told in poetry. It is written from the perspective of 'the other man' and expresses the way he feels about a woman that he has admired for years. She had to be in despair, she had to know herself before she could ever understand the world that he was trying to build with her. He seduced her, she accepted. She tried to control him, he accepted. They both saw this, thus, becoming individuals, together.

The affair between ‘Scarecrow’ and ‘Wordsmith’ would send waves throughout the company. For two years she was his muse and he subtly adored her from across the room. It was only after she realized that he was telling her about who she was through him, that their mild flirting turned into the love that they shared with one another. She opened up to him, from that moment on every opportunity they could find...was spent together….

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Green eyes, how oddly ironic.

Staring into the reflective color of my own

that have, at one time, made my gaze iconic.

Tracking down what lies behind

In a passive gesture to introduce myself

To parts of this woman’s unsettled mind.

She listens; then breaks away.

Into lectures of her past, her mistakes.

Promises that promote a desire to stay.

What is her perception of me?

What could she see in someone so opposite?

Or, does she possess a deeper need to be?

Below the surface of initially

exists a cloister of all. The good, the bad, and the nebbish,

together make a good conversation for reality.

She listens more closely to my unknown taboo.

Fascinated and distant at the words enveloping her.

The sense of fright leaving with every Boo!

Turbulence amid feeling allows me to be her guide.

Her realistic perspective, meets my diligent mind.

Settled in youth now looks into a heart open wide.

Be-set that our gaze is unquestioned authority

Allowed and surrounded by the inner sets of antiquity

That alone makes me comfortable referring to you as my, Persephone.

I went home after dropping my daughter off…I went home and I thought…. I thought about the only person other than her in this world that I share my heart with. I thought, and I cried, and I thought more. I thought about all we've accomplished together as friends, as a team. I thought about how beautiful and happy we are when we are together. I thought about how that projects onto those around us. I thought about how we bring joy to others and one another. I thought good things and still I cried. I cried because all that I've tried may fall apart and she may not ever be in my arms again. I cried because so much of my life has ended in tragedy, and this I do not want to be, for us.

When I'm away from her, she is all I think about. When I am near her, she is still all I think about. If this was a one sided thing I could chalk it up to obsession and be over with it. Alas, we share each other's joy and pain. We share the longing and the worry that we may not know when we'll see each other again. It is the worst kind of bittersweetness I have ever experienced in my life. This longing is for certain one of a deepest cutting knife.

Once I love, it's hard for me to let go. You see, I have everything to gain and so little to lose. For many years I've been waiting for that one little glimmer in a person that sparks all my senses. She has proven to be it. What she offers to me is more than I could even care to take from a person. She simply gives it, and I can only oblige to accept. All I offer to her is me, and in that she will have awoken a courage in herself that she may have not ever known existed. We need one another, we thrive off of each other, even when we linger alone in the cruel distances, we still share this.

The few things I feel I can do to make her happy are to offer some of the hardest lessons in life to finding happiness. I learned these lessons in a bleak way, all alone and it's not something I would give up despite the pain I had to endure. That being stated, it would nearly crush me to think that all that she has seen and witnessed through me would be dismissed in vain. Whether or not we do end up together is not what the question begs. It is whether or not she will reach within herself to throw caution to the wind to face struggles that she may not have ever known. When all is said and done, I will help guide her one way or the other. Until she sees the true value of life in ways that I do. Because I have already begun to do the same derived from her.

I can tell you of the disasterous things that have happened, carving me into the person I am. But, I feel it's best to save them for another time. As of late my sordid ways have led me to a precious treasure. One that gives in return the rarest of gifts that I have felt in life. She brings me to life and raises my imagination to peaks that I did not know existed. Despite the fact that she's another man's wife, our transgression came to a point that neither of us could have resisted.

It's more than just looks (though, she is the prettiest woman I've seen). It's the way we make each other laugh, the way we can say that I am her king and she is my queen.

We would likely live in squalor for just a little while. At least until our heads clear and we can begin to look at what's worthwhile. My silly ways are sacrificial but they are what makes me, me. However, destitute is not an option for the person that stands by me. It's a good reserve to have the knowledge to know how to survive. I've always reserved to change some things for the person that makes me feel alive. It's not to say I won't always be the person that I am, it is to say though I'll justify being a gypsy denizen.

What could be expected to materialize from behind my silent lover's oceanic eyes.

Patiently I wait, like a monk in meditation. For you? for love? Is your heart my destination?

Complicated as things may seem there's no simpler definition to what I feel for you.

It's easy for me because my life has been shattered and you cannot quite feel all I've been through.

I've gotten used to braving life alone and accepted having none to share it with.

As discontenting as that may sound it's nothing compared to living it.

I will not ruin your complacency nor threaten all your well earned creature comforts.

Material things mean nothing though when you fall into the meaning of love hurts.

My cliché lines keep me going and deliver you from time to time.

If things ever come to a head though, the dust will settle and we'll be just fine.

And if that day is to come I'll still be waiting in our diligent world.

The place our words have made a kingdom and where the truth will be unfurled.

I can't help but to look at a picture of this pulchritudinous woman.

All the things she makes me feel are nothing shy of being human.

We knew this would be hard at times, coordinating our moments alone.

We're writing letters, with pen, on paper, and talking on the phone.

Engaging secretly in quiet places shows us each our devious faces.

Yet, it holds together a truer foundation built over the years of missed embraces.

With a fondness and devotion towards the care of one another's heart.

This love we share is saddest in the bittersweet moments when we part.

I holdfast to the way I love her and keep resolute with my constitution.

She sees me for the way I am and this frees her from tired absolution.

We're building something, a future perhaps, we're seeing each other's greater potential.

Our fledgling love has known distance as friends and as lover's our time spent is sentimental.

Logic does not hold rhythm to love, though in ways it helps meld the heart to the mind.

It helps us read each other's glances and gets us through distances so unkind.

This fragile tryst we have together has potential to end in unhappy disaster.

But, I'd rather know I'm true to myself by showing her love that serves no master.

‘It's you I'll miss most of all’ ’twas said (or something just as profound).

The sadness of the last good-bye when love has left for homeward bound.

This kindred heart so untouchable has left here with a smile.

For you to linger in respite the rest of live-long while.

It was long lost love not ever known and to not be spoken of, the lies now fold into a tryst between two turtle doves.

Just to see you one last time, for me to come home and write these words.

To be the criminal in a sense, to consider prose for inevitable terms.

My Scarecrow set to remember what?

To stand so still and ignored, unspoken, and mute indeed.

I wonder sometimes just what you may need.

Scarecrow, I’m your Rooster with time in your straw, with all the vision yet, unable to crawl.

Surrounded by still-life and a desire within.

With no-one to know just where to begin.

Perhaps, it is time for you to share all your dreams and live life endlessly.

For all the things you gave up sanctimoniously, all before the time you met me.

As you watch from a distance you witness great pain and you grind your teeth in utter disdain.

There may be nothing at all you can do.

Just sit and witness, while an Omnist loves you.

The unsettled Scarecrow standing tall in your field, and an ominous sight you are.

Deterring fiends that would take away time; time, the most precious of what we are (so little we do have and whom we choose to share it with), you have indeed touched the heart of the Wordsmith.

So I'll take you down a road less traveled and you will be scared (how ironic, Scarecrow), at that point more alone that you may have ever known.

Do not be frightened for the moment will come when you share the air with a lone turtle dove.

Let us make our way then, aim for a star and possibly hit the moon; if we hesitate, our drafts will be gone too soon.

We will falter and fall and then drift apart, to speak in such silence is an unspoken art.

Worry, why?

Worry over nothing that is me, indeed.

So there is no thing I can offer that you may need.

Let us suffice and go our separate ways and save this illusion for kinder days.

When the rust crumbles off and loosens our bolts and leaves us well oiled so we can share jolts.

Camaraderie leading to covetous ways, as more times spent away from home drift into fleeting, memorable days.

With all that is said and all that is don't, the best of hard times is made to make a boring day fun.

Oh Scarecrow I sit now watching and still.

As you once did with each passing till.

Day and night pass and fade into one until this song is written and our prose is done.

We cannot ever be because we are alone.

We each have our place we each have our home.

Home is not where we are, it's where we belong; in the thick of all things till our job is done.

You know not what you mean to me Scarecrow, though the doubts inside you know, the indifference aside is indeed where the heart does lie.

You know nothing of me Scarecrow, the dark does exist, as you know, so whats a Wordsmith to do beside itself as a Scarecrow.

A little dime I say I should say; A person I've seen in my day, my little Scarecrow as I'd say, adjusted my heart in just the right way.

I’ve lost the moment to say the things I think I need to say, save for the fact that may help you to see another day.

As misdirected as we think things are its a shame that things are just the same.

To justify and culture hurt I suppose is our reckoning.

I'm fine with that all the same and some things just are indeed what they are, but to not know how the tryst unfolds would deny us just as far.

Now I'm just a lonesome dove that fancies what I cannot have.

A person with a close relation and a family do they have.

Am I the bad one or did feelings not reciprocate in kind?

A friend, I guess is not so bad for a lover I did not find.

Enjoy the smiles of those upon you as they shed their endearing light.

The light that resides inside you and encourages a wandering delirious right.

A time to gaze when gazes are gone and so the blind can see within.

So see for yourself the choice you've made and know that you will win.

INTRODUCTION: HEURISTIC EXPANSE

ONE

1 'The Omnist Tenets' are the beginning of the circulation of an ideal that encompasses the respect of all beliefs. A way of looking more deeply into who it is we are and how it is possible to start working together as a race of humans to strive towards an idea so far fetched, that most think it is impossible; that idea is world peace.

2 Omnism is something that exists within us, for us; it always has and always will. Many concepts are brushed upon and it is the hope that it will inspire people to think about one another, and prescribe themselves to the dedication towards hope, rather than submit to defeat.

3 It is the idea that the time we spend here in this world is the veil that separates beginning from end. In opposition to us actually taking form and substance in the physical reality that we entertain. Omnism is the concept of being something more than what we are.

4 The notion that there is an expanse within us that we have yet to allow our minds to have the capacity to comprehend.

5 Expanse through this book is hoping to spread out the words within the words and the numbers within the numbers. To break apart the things that we perceive as tangible. And expand on the idea that we would not be here without the need of that expanse having for us to reach out and touch it.

6 It is the void between our perception of what reality is and how it is we have already allowed our reality to bring form from our imaginations.

7 The barrier that exists in between that psyche and looking beyond the words and numbers that give definition to the physical attributes making up our surroundings; about negating what it is that we are told to think, to think about the things we feel, and understand how complex a simple thought is.

8 About getting into a deeper meaning and spreading out each space in between each letter that makes up each word. So that we can examine all aspects of one another’s thoughts.

9 About the web we weave for one another and about the concept of neither large nor small existing within it, rather, existing of it.

10 About how meaning becomes meaningless and back again and the fractions of thought that appear within the thoughts.

11 For the expanse of the percentage of our minds and what goes on with the percentage of it that we have yet to comprehend. So that we may venture as deeply as we will allow ourselves to go. Keeping in mind not to harm ourselves or others in the process. But, take the deeper journey into our minds so that those who live 100’s of years from now (that we may not ever see) begin to have a better understanding of who we once were.

12 Omnists are laying the groundwork for humanity to be the ancestors that started to change things in this world for the better. Rather than being the ancestors that are looked back on who continued entertaining the actions that make things worse.

TWO

1 Omnism is indeed a lot of soul searching through trial and error, but so is being human, is it not? There are many people out there that will not accept the ideal of believing in all gods and the good teachings from all religions, without committing to one religion in particular.

2 Learning about how upset this possibility makes certain individuals should not upset an Omnist. Nor is the calling of names for anything other than a jest encouraged (though it does happen).

3 Understand that the label 'Omnist' means that there may be a large amount of questioning sent out towards you. Other people do not want their faiths and beliefs questioned (which an Omnist is not doing). So, through years of trial and error by them, they may automatically jump to the conclusion that you, as an Omnist, are questioning how they feel. When in fact you are probably more inclined to listen to what it is they are trying to teach you, while learning more about who they/you are inside. Learning to understand how it is their idea of God, gods, enlightenment, heaven, hell, or the non-belief of the previously mentioned subjects is going to effect you.

4 It is not ones fault for understanding that a God of perfection (or any god) would demand servitude, currency, or feel the need to let you know that you are not doing right by them. For it is not any gods word that you are disobeying, it is the interpretation of the words that humans have used from any such god, not the god itself.

5 Every person knows when they have done something wrong, they don’t need to be reminded. They just need to acknowledge that they have committed an act of negativity towards another. This is how we learn what not to do, by doing. Most wrong-doings are easily forgivable by other people so long as they truly care about you. If you continue to do things wrong though, you may be taking advantage of the good graces of the other people around you.

6 This idea is not implying they no longer care for you. It means that you have not learned from the mistakes you have made and are unwilling to find the way to move forward in life, for the better of yourself and the ones you care for.

7 You may indeed care deeply for the ones around you and yet, you can’t find your own means to care properly for yourself. Your shame should be more of an inclination towards repairing your inner self, for it is not there to hurt you. It is there to remind you that you are important to the people around you, they care more for you than you care for yourself. But, you get to a point where you have over stayed your welcome and it is time they must cut loose the part of their life that is dragging them down.

8 You then, are the one that is poisoning another’s garden with the decisions that you make. It is not easy to let go of someone that you love. It is a method of tough love that many people cannot prescribe to. Thus, allowing the negativity to enter into their lives and accepting miserable situations without reaching out for something better.

9 There are negative people out there and they are vital to the idea of what good things are. They are there to hurt and they always have been. They have not learned about the feelings that have led them to the point where they choose to act in a manner of inflicting pain. Instilling and teaching methods of negativity on the people that are seeking a better standard of living.

10 The sins cause this to happen. The sins inflicted upon the negative persons that they have not taken in and adapted to how they affect others around them. If another Living has hurt you, why then would you choose to reciprocate that feeling on those that would not deserve it?

11 Negative peoples have not learned the concept of feeling better about themselves in order to ensure they do not commit these actions. It is up to the positive people to take in these negative standards and learn from them.

12 The negative people are on their own fools quest for their world, literally. But, neglecting to understand the mistakes of previous fools that have attempted to rule the literal world. It is an allure to power that will not be obtained. The literal world is not meant to be ruled, it makes its own decision and is a living thing all its own.

13 The people that stand against this negativity are typically the ones that try to instill the methods of peace and love. The ones that feel so deeply and have had empathy for that of others. These are the people that have lost their lives for this ideal of peace, becoming martyrs for an ideal of all of us to live together in peace and harmony. Greed is the largest proponent in assassinating these individuals.

14 The individuals that have wanted for nothing other than to live a life in peace and simply enjoy the sun rising day to day.

15 A person that wants for nothing is the most dangerous of people to the negative people. For they cannot be bought nor can they cannot be swayed away from the things inside of them that drive them towards trying to give the appeal of love and peace towards others. These purveyors of peace tend to be eliminated because there is no materialistic value in peace.

16 It is difficult for people to understand why they choose to live a life that would be seemingly destitute. Yet, they are the ones that are most fulfilled within. Not being able to purchase said person makes them very dangerous to those who are in a position to manipulate greed.

17 People with nothing other than the luxuries of who they are defining themselves is easy for many to understand, because they do not want to give up the things that they feel defines them. This tends to be the majority of people and there is nothing wrong with this standard of living, so long as it as earned justly.

18 There is no implication being made here that you should not enjoy the things that you work for. The implication is the idea that being happy with yourself is the utmost important thing for your soul/garden and should be valued above material things. That if you can fully indulge who you are as a good person in this world, then you can fully enjoy the things that you have earned.

19 Understand that when you find the thing you love the most then you truly understand what is most valuable. That thing may be your closest lover, a child or the puppy you just took in. It may even be yourself and the feelings that you are sending out to others.

20 The point is that when you find yourself, try to find others that share this. Steer clear of those that seek to eliminate this feeling and attempt to tell you that what you feel inside is not the right method for you. From them though, learn through trial and error about what not to take into your garden. This is not saying that the person is wrong in their view. But, the actions taken in trying to convince another of something other than what they feel, is wrong.

21 Listen to the passion of what it is they feel so strongly about. But, not so much the poison that may be spilling out of them. They do indeed have a right to say what it is they feel and, as an Omnist, it is up to you to defend more the right and the sharing of passion, rather than defend the actual words being spoken.

22 In a debate between a believer and a non-believer an on-looking Omnist should continue to walk the middle road, for they see each side of the debate. But, the words may come to a point of gibberish in the Omnists ears. They have learned how not to take sides about something that is more important for both debaters to have the need to understand the conflict, more than the words of the conflict. There is hardly ever a kind resolve because there are issues about a debate that have not been fully understood by the debaters involved.

23 They are trying to press upon each others garden. Each debater is making proclamations about how wrong the other debater is, instead of working together in order to understand how each aspect of the debate has valid points.

24 It is not about one debater being right and proving the other debater wrong, it is about accepting what is right from each perspective and knowing that there are aspects of both arguments that may be wrong.

THREE

1 This book is going to hopefully be considered a bible of sorts for those who might take interest in being an Omnist. It will be broken into several parts and cover a broad metaphorical scope of the make-up of a deeper consciousness of what a god or God is; and how one can perceive this through the eyes of an Omnist. It is a book of questionable fiction that is meant to wrap itself around a number of truths that we all share in our lives.

2 There is a journey that we all may be able to connect with in some aspect and many of us will be on a portion of this journey that we may be able to relate to with others in some way.

3 There will be a part about negatives that we experience and, for the most part, what one may feel that most Omnists would shy away from, but hold onto the notion of these aspects of life being essential lessons in what not to do.

4 It is not meant to put these negative ideas and concepts into motion, rather, it is meant more for the idea of understanding the importance of negative things in our lives to better understand the positive ideas that are generated from the mistakes of our ancestors.

5 And, there will be a part of positives. The simplest of things to many of us that we all share some joy, and that it is more important to hold onto these simple things in order for them to grow larger. Much like we now view the negatives in this world as the larger aspect, maybe someday, it will instead be these positives that will be the larger aspect of what rules us as a united people.

6 There is connectivity in all of if. This book is meant to be the first part of something larger and something that will continue to grow and be worked on and have no real beginning nor end. Omnism has started and been around long before the term Omnist was even coined back in the mid 1800’s by Philip J. Baily in his poem, 'Festus'.

7 It will be a tearing apart of the negatives in our lives in order to put into motion how we see things and how we are told that there is a sound reason to hold onto only one hope, and still maintain that there is hope in all aspects of life.

8 Once this is done, there will hopefully be some kind of a sense of re-birth for us, so that we do understand how these negative ideas and concepts are important and that we opt for the direction of hope, instead of continuing our trek along the path of destruction. To be able to steer ourselves away from greed and allowing it to be the only concept to continue to rule the world. After changing directions hopefully we will all be able to move together towards an ideal of compassion for the lives of all living things and seeing the value of their individual souls/gardens/faiths or whatever you choose to name it.

9 Thus, working together at the idea of being greedy for the value of one another, instead of being greedy for the value of things that will not nourish our gardens.

FOUR

1 Omnism is paradoxical, so the understanding of how to be an Omnist may be that of a perplexing nature; yet, it keeps its existence at the outskirts of our faiths.

2 Many of our tendencies bring us into direct correlations of all of the ways we are told and taught to live, rather than how to live. Indeed, there is a great deal of complexities built within us that we are yet aware of.

3 The inner conflict that we all have is a built in life-guide into understanding who it is that we are. Yet, this core principle, through all the things that we can take in and comprehend, eludes us, why? Let it be the conflict from within that we endure for ourselves, that we may one day be able to share with one another.

4 The manner in which this book is written is unlike that of a normal book. There are quirky little nuances within all the words that will hopefully be fun to find. Each word from beginning to end is meant to be a representation for each letter, word, verse, chapter/book and so on. Each little aspect is meant to be interpreted and applied to another’s way of reading. So that there will be something to discuss when it comes to opinions of certain areas, and also, fun little things to converse about.

5 With a heart full of hope, the intentions are that you enjoy this book as a little bathroom read, or perhaps take aspects of it as to how fun life truly is. Perhaps even give some introspection towards your own life, so that you may decide to move forward into a positive light for the generations down the road; to understand that the value of life is far more important than the value of the size of what a monthly statement says.

AN OMNIST BOOK OF GENESIS

ONE

1 We are Omnist and we set ourselves aside; we are not lost, we have found our place and we respect your feelings towards whatever deity (or lack there of) you choose to worship, or not worship. We will not press upon you and we kindly hope that you do not press upon us.

2 Being Omnist allows us to walk the line between the metaphorical battles that are waged on one another’s feelings/beliefs and the tangible things that guide our moral compasses.

3 For all intents and purposes this book is more of a manifest of thoughts that we may all some day be able to share. A collection of ideas, that hopefully, many will be capable of finding some part of who they are within its words.

4 To some, the words may not make sense. To some, the words may make sense. To some, this book, taken as a whole, may be a way to familiarize themselves with and create a path to something that they have been in search of. To some, it may be viewed as an introspective way of thinking, rather than a way of living.

5 At least it’s proof that even the most meager of thoughts can be related to in some sense of words. Allowing the imagination to take form from the nothing.

6 Not everything in here is fact, it is imagination spinning itself into a reality that is happening in the minds of many. An ever expanding ideal of breaking through the barriers that confine us to the socialized “norm”.

7 The grammar and punctuation may be determined as mediocre and it will be far from perfect; that is an emphasis on the flaws that we carry with us through our lives.

8 This book holds the idea that the truth lies within the fiction that we deny ourselves, and it is only a compilation of thoughts on how one Omnist thinks of Omnism and what it means.

9 Perfection is best assumed for all of us to be a part of a fundamental whole (of truth), without striving for the absolute perfection. Many people tend to think there is no hope out there for us to carry on and that there is an absolute truth that stays situated in wherever it decides to be, and that 'being' is perfect. Without it, how would we determine what perfection is to be modeled after?

10 At the very best, most of what this writing is about is just how certain Living may feel about beliefs that may have added more to confuse, rather than to answer. Perhaps too, it will help to understand that the answers are what is not important. But rather, the questions that we ask to obtain knowledge of what we do not know is one of the most fundamental parts of our existence.

11 Again, Omnism is something that is not to be pressed upon anyone. We are not zealots nor are we dogmatic. We remain open minded to many opinions of what truth is. But, we will find the truth for ourselves as we see fit and suits our needs for joy. Thus, contributing to something more than a stand-alone sense of existence and to give back twice as much as we have been given, whole-hearted, with honesty and integrity.

12 Omnism is a feeling of being, a state of awareness that we all are a part of something greater than ourselves; that we are a fabrication of our own imaginations and that there is a meaning of truth that can be thought of that has yet to be created, at the same time though, it already exists.

13 A sense that we are all, in some part, a piece of the perfection that none of us understand and are unknowingly a contribution to perfection's existence. But, have no choice other than to make our individual contributions towards the loneliness of being perfect. All the while enduring our own liberating freedom in attaining something that is unattainable.

14 This book is meant to bring us together by acknowledging our likenesses and considering our differences.

15 It is dream of peace in entirety and keeping humble in knowing that there will always be a need for conflict. If not for conflict there couldn’t be any wonderful need nor desire of peace. If we did manage to obtain peace, then a new conflict will be sure to arise.

16 Omnism promotes the ideals of freedom and liberation as one. As the whole unit being one, and with that sense of oneself, being an individual part of the whole.

17 It is the same thing the progenitors of peace and love from long ago once wanted to pass upon their students.

18 The idea has seemed to get convoluted and taken advantage of though. Through too many abuses of power, emphasis on social inequality that has plagued our existence throughout time, and disputing over the need for material gains that will not sustain us when push comes to shove.

TWO

1 'The Union of Four' consists of the Source, Everything, Nothing, and Living.

2 The Source is tied to all living things in the universe as understanding was both there and not. Darkness and light both knew existence outside the boundaries of one another. Their ethereal flow is always happening, as well as not happening.

3 Everything consists of all things perceived and reasoned to be. Love, hate, good and evil, happy and sad, living and dead, infinite and finite. In Everything consists past, present and future. All the ideas of all the gods and demons, of all the bearers of light and darkness. All the things that go bump in the night and all the things that protect from said bumps. Everything consumes and exudes, creates and destroys; contributes to the idea that the Source both exists and does not exist. Everything brings life and takes it away; Everything is a part of 'The Union of Four' that keeps balance in wholeness. Everything consists of the numbers used to make physical limitations possible. Everything is first impossible and then possible. Both big and small, fiction into fact; right, wrong and the doubt that lay between. In the numbers that Everything creates, Everything uses the same application of numbers to destroy equally. In the numbers we have yet to unlock, Everything is still playing it's part. The equations to measure things such as anti-matter may likely be measured better with the discovery of anti-numbers.

4 Nothing exists for it's all we truly know, and Nothing is oblivion. Nothing is the emptiness of non-existence and cannot be conceptualized without Everything being there. Nothing is where the Source draws itself in and out of in an eternal vibration of constant power.

5 The Source, is both Nothing and Everything and Everything and Nothing. The Source is both the existence and non-existence. Without Living, the Source would not exist. There would be no point and purpose. Without point and purpose there would be no reason for living life to move onto the Source. Living life is a constant source of energy for the Source, and the Source is a constant form of energy for Living. Both sustain balance in Everything and Nothing, and dissolve themselves constantly, just as equally as they grow.

6 Every one of these things always was, always will be and cannot be one without the other. If our own concept of Living is abolished, then another will likely take its place.

7 This is 'The Union of Four'.

THREE

1 Our current physical limitations will not allow what is needed to calculate this. Numbers are non-existent and useless to such power and knowledge. All knowledge is retained in the whole of the Living. Without Living the Source would become unstable and incapable of accepting Everything and Nothing, and without Everything and Nothing the Source would not process Living.

2 Without Living: The Source, Everything and Nothing would cease to exist.

3 These things exist outside of the limitations of consciousness and there is no form of mathematics (that we yet have knowledge of) with the capabilities to comprehend both an unlimited and limited amount of power existing at the same time. This all exists within imagination and will eventually become possible, for all things are possible in time, it is just a matter of when it is going to happen.

4 Without the prospect of Everything finding Living, the Source would have no reason to exist. Without the reason of the Source to exist there would be no reason for Everything and Nothing. As there has been before and yet nothing before this, there is always something to be done and something to be left undone.

5 This is a mere fraction of the whole that is of Everything and Nothing. Omnism is a part of Everything, but Omnism, is not the Source, merely a part of it.

6 For without all, Omnism is not whole. And without the whole, Omnism is not one. Hence, the perplexing nature of being an Omnist and hoping upon hope, that all will eventually see that the path follows itself eternally. All are in unison during their path towards the Source. Thus, maintaining balance for Everything and Nothing.

FOUR

1 Before the past worlds have been wiped clean they wrote about their existence.

2 They explained their beginning and fore-told of their demise. This end may be near for us and it may also not be near (who's to say?). What can be done other than to hope upon hope, for some, that it is all true. Of course, that has been hoped upon for thousands of years that there is an end to all of this. But then what happens to the questions that we have yet to answer?

3 As the end does draw upon us Nothing draws closer still (despite Nothing not being there) to sweep itself through the metaphorical sands of our existences. With it’s ever selective comb it sifts through our time spent here and makes life beautiful.

4 It draws through and redoes it's own lack of existence, in order to maintain balance and re-set the random things that allow us to question over and over again. Making sense of the plight and uselessness that is ever present, but also, it holds no value. The much needed existence that is Nothing.

5 The value of life that is within Everything and still so lost in Nothing. Living cannot go forward without death. So Living must be destroyed in order to maintain balance for death. Why do we not grasp our own meager existence in the tidings of such unpleasantness, and take into ourselves the things that we know to be true: the Source is a part of the whole, and destruction is both imminent, undesirable, and necessary.

6 As much as it is a necessity for the endlessness that has been a part of 'The Union of Four' and a part of 'The Union of Four', is Nothing.

FIVE

1 As awful as it sounds there is no stopping the things that have been predetermined, if predetermination even exists at all.

2 There is also little truth in predetermined things, for we cannot calculate what is unknown. But, things can always change, whether we are aware they were supposed to happen to begin with, is an act of chance (or however we decide to justify it as to wrap our minds around it, does it really matter once it’s been done?).

3 There is certainly a following forward in understanding one as a whole and a whole as a one. Once that has been accomplished there is nothing to do but move forward.

4 Is that accomplishment going to be justified from the Source, if the Source is both all and one and one and all and all say for one as one says for all? Does it matter?

5 Lest you are cast into oblivion, where the most viscous have been judged to be a part of Nothing. Fear not the oblivion of Nothing, for it is reserved for those that have committed horrible acts; reserved for the most evil that once resided in Everything. Judgment upon them is regulated by the Living, and delegated out by the Everything to serve for eternity in Nothing as an eternal part of the Union of Four.

6 The Living are the manner of judgment for the evil that lives and finally passes on. Living can become resolved over eternity as it passes through the Source, the most evil acts do not get chanced again, lest we as the Living prove ignorant.

7 With all as one and with one as all.

SIX

1 Living is the breathing moving fundamental portion of the black, white and gray areas that we all experience. It is the element of Everything that moves thought and feeling so that we exist. Each Living has a garden and that is another name for our soul, and it resides within all Living. Giving to all Living a sense of consciousness that would otherwise be pointless without something to touch. Without something else having their own sense of consciousness.

2 We are the carriers of this existence/disease (choose your own term) that we call life and as carriers we supply our own cure. The carriers of this internal and wonderful place, that is constantly under fire from other gardens that may be trying to destroy it, or turn it into something that it may care not to be.

3 Be mindful of whose gardens you take unto your own. Their gardens may have poisons that might infect yours.

4 That does not make their garden bad, it may make their garden bad for your garden or yours bad for theirs.

5 This does not support a reason enough to accost another Living and lay proclamations towards what you feel is wrong.

6 However, the pressing of one garden onto another without the acceptance of another garden is wrong.

7 Make use of the tools that your garden offers and try not to change the garden’s of others.

8 For cure to another’s garden from ones own garden may, in fact, be the poison to their garden, to them their garden may need no cure.

9 Do not take from others gardens unless the wonders are something that you choose to take into your own garden. Be wary of those selling their gardens, for they are tired and cannot endure healing without the sake of a saving grace. But, it is not up to any garden other than ones own to accept whatever may nourish and save.

10 If their Source is that of this one existence, then they be committed to their Source through a same whole and their garden is set on that path, as all of our paths are.

11 Even the paths of those we choose to give energy to have their own garden, all Living supplies the Source, as the Source supplies our garden, and our garden is the Source, Everything and Nothing.

SEVEN

1 Omnism requires no need to worship; Omnists seek to understand the complexities of feeling God or gods and seeing them as one in the same despite the convictions passed down to control. But, they also know it is going to be impossible to understand everything on their own.

2 They need not fear the outcome of the time spent after death. Fear is a warning for danger and danger is what causes us harm. There are more important matters to attend to in feeling everything around them.

3 An Omnist may choose worship, but it would be for the sake of the worship of the lord that they choose; or, the centers of absolution that they see fit to nourish their own gardens.

4 Omnism has absolutes of we absolutely have to eat and drink, we absolutely need to feel and care, we absolutely consider the forces outside of our own being that are a part of us and we are in turn a part of.

5 Each supplying one another in order to have a sense of being, a sense of existence and knowing of that existence.

6 If an Omnist is culturally bound, then it is important to be a part of that culture. But, to try to remember that there are difficult cultures out there, as well.

7 The Omnist knows full well that they are free to worship whichever god they are willing to commit to so long as no harm is brought upon another’s garden. In Omnism It is also acceptable to not worship so long as no harm is brought upon another’s garden. The worship that may be needed goes to whatever god the Omnist chooses. The Source needs not be worshiped, it does not know of it’s own existence and at the same time the Source is all of us and we are all of it.

8 The Source is not a God, nor any god, it is us and we are it. All in compliance and understanding. We as Living are the ones that strive for the existence of any Source. Worship is meant for those that need to worship, not for the Source, the Omnist knows this and feels this.

9 An Omnist is just a part of the Living, the Living are a part of Everything, Nothing and the Source.

10 An Omnist takes its role in the Living as one who cannot fully understand the entirety of Everything but knows that if Everything were together all would be understood.

11 The Omnist is the outer rim of the torus that makes up the ever moving Union of Four.

12 The Omnist is also just as much a part of the torus as they are fractions that make up the whole.

13 We are all just a part of the torus, small pieces of this grand cosmic puzzle.

14 Everything, Nothing, the Source and Living all work together in unison.

15 The Omnist is in pursuit to find the truer, deeper meanings for meaning. To dive into the deepest parts of each meaning and ascertain the truth of each to complete the wheel as a whole.

16 The Omnist’s journey could be a difficult one, riddled with inconsistencies and doubts. Doubts brought on by others gardens that were not meant to be a part of their own garden, and Inconsistencies with anything whole, in the hopes of finding the deeper meanings to them. Only to have their own self counter examined through Omnistic perception, thereby having to constantly learn and feel for what works best for them.

17 Omnism is new, but it has been around forever. The Omnist is the wanderer, the fully aware Living that feels a deeper purpose in life. The Omnist is relating to that of the smaller fractions of any larger working mechanism and they are the ones that are mostly forgotten.

18 Shame, disgust, belittlement, any negative feelings the Omnist will take on and endure are all ways of understanding life. These feelings allow an Omnist to know and feel more deeply than those who have reserved themselves for one. They grow upon the experiences that wrought about such blight, and move forward in life upon self healing through reflection.

19 The Omnist knows of 'The Union of Four'. The Omnist will always endure and know that this simple concept cares not if the Omnist exists. This union offers no absolution, it's merely a construct of eternal togetherness.

20 Each Omnist may write a book of their own if they choose. Keeping in clear mind that words are powerful. So long as they can understand and explain the meanings of their form of Omnism to others. Then it is advisable to do so for the ideal of Omnism to grow.

EIGHT

1 Omnism will hopefully bring to Living a combination of ideas and sayings that have been heard, read, and seen across different cultures, races, religions, faiths, sciences, as well as, through ones own intuition and understanding.

2 Very much of this can be taken as tiny bits of a whole, to perhaps, contribute to your own whole. There would be no sense, which we can measure, for one thing to exist without the other.

3 Omnism is not meant to conflict. It is meant to bring together through differences and find a better understanding through our similarities. Allying with our differences and complimenting the conflict that is needed to allow those similarities to exist, all as a harmonious unit.

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“Gamma.” Darling asked Clarissa, distracting her from thinking about what Brian just told her. She was consumed with the overwhelming possibility that the kids were, perhaps, in some kind of danger after all.

“Y….Yes Darling. What is it, my love?” Clarissa asked trying her best not to look worried.

“Can we go back home now? The bad man hurt Jordyn and Daddy will be back soon.” Darling said. Clarissa looked around at everyone in the room. They were all someone distracted with their own thoughts of what to do next. Clarissa was still feeling uncomfortable with being in this house. Stephanie’s silence throughout this whole conversation was making her feel even more uneasy. Finally, she answered.

“Yes, of course we can Darling. Whatever your little heart desires, we can do.” Clarissa walked over to Michael and the three of them walked out of the door. Not looking back to see who was following them.

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