What I have?

Everything and

nothing at the same time

What I have?

Books and knowledge

PAIN and SORROW

What I have?

A mere illusion of life

A mere scheme of betrayal

Is it really a question of

What you have?

Or is it

What you think you have?

What do you think you have?

Inescapable. Unparalleled.

Here in shrouded darkness I ask.

What would you do if you where put in a room forever?

It may seem like a simple answer.

It may not.

What would you want to be in that room?

What would you not?

Let me ask another.

If I gave you everything you've ever needed and wanted

but put it all in that room.

What would you do if I put you in a room forever?

Never again to see the sun.

To see "Civilization"

Understand.

 If I were to put you in there alone without anything.

Would you think of all the things outside of the room? 

Or

How you pity yourself for being in there in the first place

Maybe you don't know enough PAIN.

I have lived in a room.

When I opened the door what I saw

Made me close and lock it.