Gods, I need you. I'm letting my vulnerability show. I have finally admitted it, I am in love with you. It is so strong. I hope you can see it, or that it is at least coming into your view. My you're such an ass, full of immaturity and just here to have fun. And I hate that I love somebody like that. But I crave your stupidity and mindless joy. I see the deeper side too though, even in slim glimpses, I see your passion. You love something we both share. And you love happiness. I watch you smile in attempt to bring it to others. You told me you love making people like me open up, cause you're loud and I'm quiet. At first, I couldn't, not to someone like you. It was worst when I learned how I truly felt when I look into your big, bright eyes. But now I am learning. If I will ever have a chance with you, I must show you myself. If not, you could never fall in love with someone who isn't there. I have to show you how I feel, even though I won't say it. But even that feeling, I can't describe. You make me smile more than I should. Your carefree way makes me want to run in rain. One small touch gives me a thousand sparks, leading me to wonder of further intimacy. Would I burn from your kiss? Would I implode with your arms around me tight? Outside you are a mild warmth, the sun in autumn, the wind still cooling my back as I stand in your soft light. But if you came closer, if your love reflected with mine, how beautifully I'd burn, becoming the moon in your firelight. So long my night has been dark, yet here you've come. But I am still only half-lit. My love is there, but you must love me. I must become a full moon, reflecting in your light, basking in your love. And for that I will wait. I will wait as all the stars die out around me. I will wait until you feel the need for more. I will wait while all around us falls. I will wait for your glorious fire. I will wait until your desire burns as passionate as mine. I will wait for you to see my want of your light. I will wait for you to wish to fill my unlit half. For you, I will wait, I will wait, I will wait.