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FOR WHAT IS A MAN PROFITED, IF HE SHALL GAIN THE WHOLE WORLD, AND LOSE HIS OWN SOUL?
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Cover image for post THE BREAD OF DEATH, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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THE BREAD OF DEATH

What is this thing we have swallowed?

After much gnashing of teeth, after much obscenity

After much blood's been let.

This is a thing that we have bitten impatiently

So that the truth was scorched straight off our tongues.

This is a thing which some ate cold and were ignored,

Which many ate last and were forgotten.

Has the taste left our mouths? Have we a sweet tooth?

Now we shove our fingers down our throats

To make the bile boil bloody

So as to retch fresh fodder into the trough.

Our bellies groan rotten, our craven eyes stare wild!

Satan whips our fatty hides and we go hurtling.

And I hear the mad ones squeal from the front ranks

As they lead the charge down the steep place:

Let us all turn into pigs and eat!

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Blessed are they which hunger and thirst for righteousness,

for they shall be filled.

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Cover image for post THE BEAST IS ANCIENT, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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THE BEAST IS ANCIENT

I saw Him first in a vision which was preserved

In some cavernous subterranean beneath the upper ground,

Where through fiery columns which men had made with their natures

I saw Him sitting.

The lesser devils at His command bid me to fornicate

And to commit acts upon the souls who languished there

Whose tormented faces circumscribed the limits of His dominion.

What was that trimorphous face I saw? What words can describe it?

A face which immortality had engraved

For nothing reached his eyes but boredom born of insatiable hatred.

His ears were mute to all beside the sound of human suffering,

And knew no music nor laughter nor the gentle songs of birds.

His scarred flesh bore the mark of His number

His teeth were whetted on the bones of genocide

His fingers scuttered like ten lizards in tandem around His phallus

Which he used to seed the world with violence.

No one word was voiced from that gaping mouth

But multitudinous hexes from His hundred babbling tongues.

And also there He uttered numbers

And by that black art which is mathematics

He spontaneously manifested thing upon thing upon thing

Until all men were swallowed up in them

And each held no meaning beside the accumulation of their numbers.

He planted abstraction in the minds of men who lust for wisdom

As he placed fire in the hands of men who hunger for power.

When I gazed down into the lower depths

I saw the colossal anthill of men.

They were His slaves, and his slaves were slaves also unto themselves

Through vice and secrets and fetish, and all other things that are of darkness

And thus are of Him.

I can tell thee that no light shone there

But that my visions were formed of the shadows of shadows.

I can tell thee too that God was absent there

And thus love was absent also,

And that everything man holds dear to his heart

Was trampled under foot before my aching sight

By hordes of blind and deaf souls that had been transmuted into dogs

Yanked along by chains and leashes—as the pets of devils.

When I awoke it was spring

And the southerly wind was fanning the soft green grass

Where the cows were dozing like cherubs in their cots

Where streams of beautiful sunlight were falling from the blessed blue sky

As if to intimate paradise upon the earth

Whispering to all men that the truth is here whosoever should heed it.

And so from that bleakest vision I emerged in wonderment

At how a man could imagine such a thing—

That the sun may not shine tomorrow.

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Cover image for post THE BRIDGE OF GOLD, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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THE BRIDGE OF GOLD

There is a bridge of gold shimmering across the sea

Which no man may walk upon, for men are faithless

And to them all truth is illusion, all beauty a suffering.

But what a grace it is to watch the waters dance,

To watch the white doves dive and sail,

To see the dusk bloom red like a lover's kiss upon the earth,

And to behold in a tender hour

How the golden bridge burns like a million lanterns,

Like a thousand perishing souls upon a hundred homebound ships

Voyaging, sinking unto the eternal West,

Where only Christ might lay his bare feet upon Her

On the day of Judgement when the Beast will rise

And by the tongues of false prophets

Will etch his mark on the breasts of nations.

But the righteous will be received upon that bridge,

Hand in hand with that same light and that same truth,

Rejoicing in warmth and love

Over the bridge of gold.

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Cover image for post THE TRUTH'S NOCTURNE, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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THE TRUTH’S NOCTURNE

It was her who first shone

Through that cheerless night

With silver gaze and mystery’s ring.

In the sea, in the deep bosom of her waves,

Where she first whispered;

Where, upon a thousand ridges

Shimmered sapphire’s gloom.

And what a beauty she was—

Enough to go mad.

Over her sea and her secret wisdoms

All my stones were skipped

Until I’d none besides my weary form.

How I danced alive across the moonlit waves,

Destined to drown beneath her raptures,

Singing to her: “Farewell, farewell, wild-eyed nights!”

And drowned I would have done in darkness,

If not for what truly shone there,

That rose again in that dark.

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Cover image for post DRUGS FOR THE MONKS OF DESPAIR, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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DRUGS FOR THE MONKS OF DESPAIR

We set foot on the peak at midnight,

Upon the withering summit of despair

Where even the distant lights of distant towns

Fell funny on our eyes like colourful pandemoniums.

We wonder here and get lost somewhere

In the wildernesses of depravity.

We follow cloven prints in the turf

Through myriad scenes and mirage of self

Unto the crumbling ruins of yesterday

Where monsters sleep queerly like insomniacs.

Medusa rises out of a dream like dawn

And spreads her whorish tendrils

Over our motley, unshaven heads,

As we tilt our faces in unholy prayer

Toward inglorious chemicals.

Half our brains are dashed in piss steeped rivulets

In sunless cubicles strewn wall-to-wall with sublime obscenities.

Midnight swallows night in transient roars

Escaping the hellish scapes of our heads.

We are the Monks of Despair, perusing this place

Like the devil upon the earth.

Night watches us and stalks us

Like a thousand lonely, unmanned lighthouses

Casting new constellations onto the starless sky.

Cocaine dries our throats like the Sun doth the desert

And no more words can come from us.

You will not hear us muttering inanely at the walls,

You will not see us—us who are mad,

As we follow those lights to our demise.

We are the Monks of Despair.

We escheweth truth and trusteth evil

And experience we shall consume unto the pitiless end.

For nothing exists but the pleasure of living,

And all that the universe contains falls under our dominion.

We shall fill it further with the fantastical contents of our minds;

Fill it and bury all in our subterrainicon,

And the children will have to eat, sniff and claw their way out

Without ever opening their eyes to the horror

For they would die of surprise.

Oh children of this world,

Divine in thyself a new Path!

Do not dine on the corpse,

Nor suckle at the barren roots

Like a lamb silly to be a tree.

I have lusted after the greatest lust and found only madness.

I have searched inwardly by the greatest vanity and found the same.

I was a Monk of Despair meditating like a lunatic in lunacy.

But I have escaped the temples they constructed for us

And come bearing an ancient truth like a stone:

Be careful, ye who seek, what you wish for,

For it will come true!

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Cover image for post THE TRUTH BEFORE DAWN, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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THE TRUTH BEFORE DAWN

How thin the walls are before the dawn,

When the flock, like a rain-clouds’ rise and fall

Resounds with a peal of maddened squawks.

Torrid with anger do they tear down what a thousand years made;

What a thousand souls perished over and a thousand hearts

Bled over through long, lamentable wars.

The truth is the wounds they suffered

That the idiots know nothing of—

The wounds that spilt a thousand rivers of blood

And roared through the geysers of Hell

So that men could know its sound.

The idiots who are sheep without meekness;

Who are lame for wolves’ easy gorging;

Who will stand naked and burn at the fiery Eastern Gate

Beside the emptiness of their words.

And there will be no water to save them but more blood,

And all the truth will vanish under our hatred like a dream

Before the Day breaks.

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Cover image for post STRANGE MEETING by Wilfred Owen, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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STRANGE MEETING by Wilfred Owen

It seemed that out of battle I escaped

Down some profound dull tunnel, long since scooped

Through granites which titanic wars had groined.

Yet also there encumbered sleepers groaned,

Too fast in thought or death to be bestirred.

Then, as I probed them, one sprang up, and stared

With piteous recognition in fixed eyes,

Lifting distressful hands, as if to bless.

And by his smile, I knew that sullen hall,—

By his dead smile I knew we stood in Hell.

With a thousand fears that vision’s face was grained;

Yet no blood reached there from the upper ground,

And no guns thumped, or down the flues made moan.

“Strange friend,” I said, “here is no cause to mourn.”

“None,” said that other, “save the undone years,

The hopelessness. Whatever hope is yours,

Was my life also; I went hunting wild

After the wildest beauty in the world,

Which lies not calm in eyes, or braided hair,

But mocks the steady running of the hour,

And if it grieves, grieves richlier than here.

For by my glee might many men have laughed,

And of my weeping something had been left,

Which must die now. I mean the truth untold,

The pity of war, the pity war distilled.

Now men will go content with what we spoiled.

Or, discontent, boil bloody, and be spilled.

They will be swift with swiftness of the tigress.

None will break ranks, though nations trek from progress.

Courage was mine, and I had mystery;

Wisdom was mine, and I had mastery:

To miss the march of this retreating world

Into vain citadels that are not walled.

Then, when much blood had clogged their chariot-wheels,

I would go up and wash them from sweet wells,

Even with truths that lie too deep for taint.

I would have poured my spirit without stint

But not through wounds; not on the cess of war.

Foreheads of men have bled where no wounds were.

“I am the enemy you killed, my friend.

I knew you in this dark: for so you frowned

Yesterday through me as you jabbed and killed.

I parried; but my hands were loath and cold.

Let us sleep now. . . .”

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Wilfred Owen (1893-1918).

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Cover image for post THE DELUGE, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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THE DELUGE

From this lone arch do they bail

Tears of those sadly lost and tirelessly saved,

And for themselves never dwell in fear.

For us they mount the assault

On death’s indiscriminate demeanor,

And not for praise but kindness alone.

And the applause in our hearts from our homes,

Shall not fade in vain,

When on the eve of battle.

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Cover image for post A BINYARD ECHOES, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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A BINYARD ECHOES

Can you remember the nights?

The cold sighs after shy conversation,

And playing at feeling old before a day.

The night that hardens like cement

Round a black kaleidoscope of noise.

Still hearing and trying to save

The moonlight slaves from freefall.

Babels made in the catacombs of memory;

The dereliction of a naked scream

As it drowns through the psychic drainpipe.

Remembering the flies in shit,

The eternal fag in the bottomless shift.

The concealed sunsets spent under crows,

Waiting by the electric lamp

For something else to glow,

And sketching out sad rhymes en cigarette

Just to forget.

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Cover image for post ROADSIDE COURT, by JD4
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JD4 in Poetry & Free Verse
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ROADSIDE COURT

The Master holds the scales at the roadside,

Main road through the desert;

Unto the Roman night, unto the wall

Of ambivalent stars; and hypnotic

Are the headlights of cars

That swerve through our gypsy court.

The blackness of the wall of now on.

Hopeless, endless, passionless road;

Where a black, lightless dawn suspends

Over the sinking metropolis of constant nothing.

There is only resignation here,

And no wonder anymore.

Great lights that light the passers-by,

Who won’t stop for a soul like mine.

What am I? Poor wayfaring child

Who deserves this. Won’t one of you

Stop this?

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