entropy
A red door, in a gray house, in a golden field, beneath the perpetually clouded skies of wherever I am (that isn't important). When you open the door - yes, you - there will be nothing but a vast and dark cave beyond, but you will be unable to stop yourself from continuing onward. Eventually, like me, you will find another door, the same red as the first, and beyond you will find a city, a city crumbling to pieces around you. Do not worry; you will not feel a need to run or even a need to turn around to the safety of the cave - you will continue onward. Feel free to leisurely stroll the disintegrating boulevards and verandas, there are some beautiful, mostly-whole fountains there. I didn't find another door past the second, so perhaps, after you've gotten your fill, you could help me and go a little bit farther than my amber body and see if there is more than this beige city.
Nonfiction—New Territory, Texas
In 2017, New Territory consists of concentric circles of green grass cloistered by brick houses, brick walls, brick veins. The streets have pretty names like Whisper Ridge and Rippling Creek and Silver Lake, imagining a lost era of Huckleberry folkishness, only this is the knees of Houston and there never was whispering, rippling or silver anything, only marshland perverted into farmland into homeland. The suburb wears a coat of trees which make the residents hostile when the government cuts them down, arguing that the trees have history, roots, are more than shadow-makers, but no one mentions that they were planted, fully-grown, in the late nineties alongside the people. A militia of invisible gardeners marches through the parks, and when the trees are bare-limbed, none can tell if the leaves were individually picked or if it’s Late Winter.
An aerial photo in George Memorial Library shows a different New Territory. In 1958, a small clump of silver petals comprised Houston Proper, and surrounding it were wild marshes being converted into pale fields of sugarcane, cotton, and corn. A railroad like a blocked vein shoved south, a track that carted sugar and blood and today annoys the residents of New Territory when it impedes traffic, but comforts them when they lie in their beds listening to its shaking manmade storm of churning gears and clunking bars — a nighttime reminder that the world is alive.
If the residents of New Territory could look toward the railroad track that swings around their periphery, I mean really look, pulling back the horizon to 1958, hell, as close as 1985, they might feel a little less pride about their man-laid paradise. They would see an image stolen from the Old South and the terrible Days of Slavery — black men in gray pants, backs waxed in mud, sweat, blood, and spit, picking at stalks of cotton automatically, like machines. Behind them would be white men on horseback carrying shotguns, and further back, a collection of plantation houses called Central Unit, but sometimes Central State Prison Farm. Only there would be some differences between this and a photograph from the 19th-century. Instead of a mule-wed wagon, a pickup truck would sit in the corner of the field, and from an ice chest a man in aviators would distribute red-and-white colas to the mounted guard. The residents might even be blinded by the glint of cars on Hwy 6 and 90A.
This was the new Slavery. It didn't matter what they did – murder, or try to murder, carry a gun or a rock of crack, protest, or just be caught wearing skin. The prison took them and put them to work six days a week.
But the residents of New Territory do not have to be time travelers to see the Old Imperial Farm Cemetery which sits on a gentle green robe behind Starbucks. Crows peck at the mushy ground leading up to concentric chain-fences, one short and blue-gray, the other tall as a man. No road leads to the graveyard. Padlocks and the invisible threat of Town Hall are the ultimate impediments for anyone who wants to walk among graves. Instead, the residents must be content to look from a hundred feet away at ancient and brown monuments, like upturned logs, and the prisonmade brick star on which sits a white cross, and a square of wooden posts scratched by white paint. Sharp eyes might see a headstone marked "Taylor Loom, Drowned Trying to Escape." The rest are a haze with no hint of death except for name and date, name and date, as if nothing more needed to be said.