I’m Tired
They are watching me,
they think I don't see them.
I killed what's left of myself
and what were two is now one.
Nobody will miss him,
Nobody will miss me,
Nobody will miss us.
If I can't find the strength
and if I can't find myself?
I'll kill what's left and
what were one will be none.
Nobody will miss me
Nobody will miss me
Nobody will miss me.
More Mistakes
More mistakes,
tragedy upon tragedy
an ending we didn't want.
A beginning that never ends.
More solitude,
lost sheep amongst deaf wolves
they rip and they tear.
No ones helps they only listen.
More misery,
we got what we wanted
we got what we deserved.
This burning endless misery.
More and more and more,
we have no more to give
sit and wait our empty shell.
Do not fret, it will get better.
Withered
Prolonged and tinted darkness
a spell for the withered and heartless.
So long a time ago I never will repay
after all its just a toy, I was just a boy.
Never again after that day.
Dispicable and hateable,
how could you never see?
Once was and always is
a pitiful sight to be.
Alas the fits you throw,
how could I know
it was never about myself?
A hollowed heart,
a shot in the dark
missing, hear the echo of the shell.
Shouting at Ashes
Salt in the Wound
Plumes of smoke Rise
Lies and Deceit
Defeat is in his eyes.
Bargaining with the Shadows
Blowing all the flames Out
Shouting at the Ashes
Lashing out and screaming.
Melts beneath the Rim
When did it Begin
The Sin and the Blood
Flood against his skin.
Animosity for the Hopeless
Rest now, he did his Best
Tested himself and made it Worse
Of Course he knew his time was up.
Raining
There's not enough stars in the sky
to count the blues away.
Not even the rain
could wash me today.
I forgot my words
and my breath wouldn't stay.
"All is lost."
I didn't want to say.
Over the hills
the storm front sits.
It waits with its water
and throws its fits.
The stars blot out
and I begin to cry.
Oh wait, that's the rain...
why do I try?
There's not enough rain in the clouds
to wash my heart clean,
no amount of water
can set me free.
Madness
In a gloomy
dark enveloped
mental madness,
with signs of deranged
blind harassment.
Lost and fallen
hopeless soul,
this is the end
without a doubt.
Let's not talk
about the past.
How about you stay
and have a dance?
Don't mind the screamers.
soon they won't bother,
for you will join them
and all the others.
Please try not to cry
or struggle.
Death is so close
and so is the madness.
Craft of the Bite
Crafting your lies
while cutting your ties
a devil some will call you,
but who really knows you?
We will bite down
onto your flesh,
so know that the Pack who bites
was in a simple delight.
You see my tricks
and you pick up your stick,
you'll swing and you'll miss
maybe I just wanted to lick?
We will bite and rip,
tear chunks from your skin
all in the name of our kin.
Know that the pack who bites
has you in sight.
You're an angel sent from hell
taunting me when I fail,
laughing like a fool,
don't you know I'm not a tool?
So we'll bite and crush
all of your bones
for the safety of our sons alone.
Know that the Pack who bites
was here all night.
The Shaft
Pour it down a deep dark shaft,
never to be seen again.
They scold and call me daft,
but I couldn't tell them when it ends.
I'm joined by mice and men alike
around the dark shaft we stay.
They tell me it will be alright.
They tell me down here we'll play.
Pour it down along the walls,
so everyone can see your shame.
I'm considered twisted, but I hear the call
of the mice and men with me today.
I'm joined by the lost no more
and in the black we play.
They tell me there's a price, a cost.
They tell me that forever, I'll stay.
Obnoxious Desires
Aggitating, obnoxious, overdose,
into your silent comatose.
grabbed the skin onto the bone,
hitched a ride and turned to stone.
Boiling fire, deadly sire,
each to one and ones desire.
Forgotten stories opened holes,
deep down beneath the toes.
Wrinkled old shed anew,
bloodied black soiled stew.
Inside out left and right,
silence bites the tounge tonight.
Utopia presence all for naught,
safety is lost trust your gut.