Do what you think is right, always. That is absolute.

However,

Not every time you think you're right is true that you are right.

I write to find success that never once showed in my life. Success, the missing piece that can drive my confidence and become a better person.

Because when I finally become a better person, that is the time I truly can have fun. Also, maybe the most important, I want to have worth.

Death gives us life. It is the ultimate end for all, not just living creatures.

But what is death?

Death is one that is drained of life and cannot be revived?

It is.

Wait till it comes to you. The suffocation of oxygen and the loss of blood, the sudden stinging pain in the heart and the sudden darkness that overwhelms. The agonizing and suffering you will experience will open your eyes, never to close.

Death is the final moment you wish you are dead. Not the time your heart stops beating nor your body becomes cold.

Death is when people became like the dead and death is the cure to the pain that everyone will eventually suffer.

Life is death, our second life.

It was sure a waste to use absolute power for a piece of a hair tie, however, I stared baffled at my friend who acted simple and selfish, but not greedy in that tempting moment.

Is this my friend? If it was me, I was sure to think of getting a whole island or act good and bring peace to the world.

But that wasn't the case; the more time we think, the more tempting it was. Humans are naturally selfish.

For her to act as if it was nothing, to ask a hair tie from a Genie that could pretty much give anything you want, well, I thought: it was amazing…

Obsessed to make you suffer.

Stronger than you.

Faster than you.

It knows you can't escape.

It knows where it pains.

A struggle is all you can do, yet, it continues. It hated you and can continue to hate you until the end of time.

Yet, it made it sure that time will never end.

I hear the light as it passes through the insurmountable authority.

The roads spoke as I shiver in sweat.

Where am I and why is the dark so bright?

I don't know why it is so eye-piercing, the stench overrode the body.

There, I have met the holy devil

Sorry, but have you seen a phone around here?

I've been searching it for hours inside the market, I forgot where I placed it and now I can't find it?

Yes, I tried asking at the lost and found but it isn't there…

It was brand new and was just given to me….

Uhmm it has a black case with-

What? There?

Ah

YES!! THAT'S IT!!

HOW COULD I NOT NOTICED THAT?!

Thank you sooo muchhh!!

If I lost this, I can't go back home.

Yes

Yes

Everyone have their problems.

And I do think the way I handle these problems isn't those different from everyone else.

For those who can relate, I will clear this out.

When I struggle; I feel pain, my heart aches, and I hide my tears while suppressing the sadness.

I curl up, thinking or maybe overthinking about it as soon as I am alone.

For a moment, I let it out as both eyes welled up. I shiver and accepted the cold, embraced the pain.

Then when it is times up - when I am not alone anymore, I smile while the dirt got into my eyes, joking how it was irritating.

After that, I steel myself and somehow, I change into a better person.

Move forward, anyone knows that sooner or later you get you spirit back, why not now when you can still face the challenge?

A little challenge in life is what makes it interesting.

Still, I hate the pain.

These are the steps to get back at your feet, if ever that you’ve fallen somehow; first is to buy an ice cream near since ice cream is the source of happiness and the nostalgic sweet taste of every lick will take you back to childhood – where staying down wasn’t an option and getting up was the only choice; the second is to smile kindly anybody because, at the very least, they may smile back – you missed a hundred percent of the shots you don’t take as they say – and getting smiled at brings happiness to ourselves, and that you cannot deny; the third step is easily done like a walk in the park because you have to take a stroll once in a while and see the world in a different perspective so that maybe, you will find not only weight that drags you down by the world but also, sweet little things that lift your spirit just like the ice cream that you tasted earlier; fourth is to sit on the bench, look at what surrounds you while you contemplate on something and it can be anything, from the movie that you last watched or about the leaf that was dancing through the air in front, and if you want, you can buy another ice cream since this step will take much longer than the previous ones combined; fifth will probably be the hardest, but considering how easy the earlier steps are, you probably won’t find this too hard since you can easily control your mind and what I mean by that is that you have to lead you trails of thought to something so deep and existential, and there, you will looked at the world at a very different view; for the sixth step will be the continuation from the fifth since you just have to accept with a different view makes you a different person; finally, try not have self-pity onwards since not every change is good nor can you judge yourself as good that will never be correct and that if you made the correct conclusion as I expect then, congratulations, you are back on your feet ready to face any challenges, and to satisfy your curiosity, share your own conclusion if you reached and completed the step-by-step process so that we will have the chance to improve our self-therapy method for everyone to have and for this, I thank you.