"I love you"

'You know, saying that as one's leaving is about the best example of what so many people do because they've seen it done yet

who knows why?

was rhetorical^

Best to say it when someone comes back from something

When

The feeling comes up and you're biting your tongue

bloody

Don't say it just because someone's leaving or because it's become routine and has become a must for some unknown reason

Say it

Because

You're okay if it's not said back and you may never get the chance to again'

Punching calluses in the darkness to alleviate some pain caused by incompetence I was trying to push away

Man's best friend taken deepening my ways

I'll be stuck in

both caused and unstopped by

Train

Soo many times the blank page lay untouched

dents in my walls- head bangings, too rough

Not from from a lack of, not from any type of block

No

From a plethora of ideas fighting to Stop

being the squeaky wheel begging for some grease

While

I cover both ears the Noise

has me

Fallen on bruised knees

Maybe it's time to make the senses get some sleep

Then

Opening a vein

let the blank page

take a peak

Sure I write poems

but I'm lost, and alone

Maybe I'm a writer

But also, a noone

Sure my words get read

Every now and again

But I don't know what I'd give

For

One genuine friend

I've got drafts and some Novels

And even some songs

But I'll die alone some day soon

Who cares what the cause

If it's just

You and me

I think I'd rather

Die alone

No not because you're

not good enough

But because when I'm

With you

I'm at home

When It's time

I'd rather be

Far away far from

What's known

So let me go let go of

Set me free

Go be on your own

You're free of it all

Chose how it goes

And keep me out of it

Wether you rise

Or just let it all fall

I'd rather pitch my water

From deep inside a well

I'd rather today's weather

Be anything else

Id rather play to silence

I'd rather die for free

Id rather live to die young

If life were worth living

This World that I loved

Has been too far gone to touch

All that I loved

Is dead, or's Given up

To those that I care for

that have loved me such;

From beyond this realm of memories

You must Persevere and find the strength, the will

To live

For both of us

Slashing ink upon a canvas

To express the suffering

in a language my ancestors

Could not will not ever read

writing songs noone will ever sing

Lyrics that will never be heard

bleeding tears for pains noone's ever felt

a life not worth remembering

maybe in the next life

will notice patterns there for all to see

a message in a bottle

Just meant for you not

me

The world wasn't changing, it was just moving farther

from you

It's the same clouds, the same skies, the same shades

of blue

Any differences you've noticed

Any deviations

from truth

Are

Lies you've perpetuated

attempts at maintaining some

youth

Evolution is here to stay

yet you can still

choose

Blaze trails you wish existed

or slowly be killed off by the weakest remaining parts of

you