Your hair was longer, and your smile was filled with more charm. You always seemed so excited to see me, I really believe it. perhaps it was real back then.

I remember, awkward fingers Intertwining, and a movie in a theater that I wouldn’t be able to describe, my distracted eyes were focused on you.

As virgin lips brushed against each other, I will always remember that day.

The day that I first met you, it wasn’t the first day we spoke, but it was the first day we walked side by side.

My first memory I have of being with you is one in my hall of fame, even though when I look back at it now, I dont always feel it quite the same.

I think of you before it happened.

When the winds blew a fresher air, and endless trees danced around in it.

When the water waded higher, and tall boulders bathed amongst it.

When the sounds were loud, but never corrupted the peaceful tunes of a bird.

When the now indescribable green that covers miles of fields stood tall, and sure.

I would like to see you at your finest, but more, I would like to see you rise again.

Just look around at it all now, theres no way we can pretend

That you're okay.

That you dont feel.

Because sometimes it’s too hard to believe when I can see you laying lifeless.

How could we all do this to you? How could we all live so careless?

Mother Nature, I would hate to see you finally call your quits.

Tell us how to make this right, I know this cannot be it.

Mother Nature, I would like to show you some of us do care.

Mother Nature can you here me? Mother Nature are you there?

#savetheworld

I dont understand why we must wake up every day

Go to the same place, do the same thing, make the "honest pay."

There are times where I sit, so long that I forget even what I wanted to forget.

There are times where I think so hard I just think about nothing, nothing that matters anyway.

I dont understand why, we all reach for the same basic goals.

Some of us dont even know what our goals really are

Lots of money, big house, beautiful body, nice car.

Married with kids and the glory of fame.

Well is sounds nice even for me so who I am to shame?

I dont understand why we all have to put people down.

For something so simple as dreaming.

Like, how could they even think about something so unreal by simply just believeing.

But the second your told, youre a little to old to try and turn your life around.

You dont understand why you would even try to wake up everyday.

#idontknowwhy (@stripedAbyss)

I thought this would feel different, better.

like the relief I got from that WELL-DESERVED acceptance letter

The one that I definently earned.

And technically, it wasnt my fault they ended up, well, urned.

The letter that told me it was finally MY chance.

Thats why I couldn’t have kept holding on to your glance.

Obviously, it wasn’t my time, right?

That was not the day, that night was not the night.

I dont know how managed to get away.

With your inviting hollowed eyes, telling me to stay.

Was this all a misunderstanding?

Am I already there? did I already make the landing?

I can't stop thinking about the way your hand reached for me.

"NO!" It's not something I will be able to unsee.

You were so tall, your demeanor was so dark.

I never thought I'd see you somewhere so simple as a park.

Was everything that happened all part of the plan?

Are you the one who sent the one who shot me? that man.

I have been inside my head, nervous since I saw you.

I dont think I have the strength to carry on, or a reason to go to.

There wasn’t supposed to be away out, but of course I defy.

That night was it, my days 'final goodbye'.

Did you know that I would steal another second chance?

I guess it doesnt matter, since you're here asking, 'Shall we dance?'

#dancewiththedevil #nervous