I'm praying to the goddess that you're doing just fine

Wishing you the best with all of my might

Even though you did me wrong that drunken night

I still care bout you now you've gone from my sight

When you were here, you were my little devil

Giving me hell kept my mind kind of levelled

The pain you left me in sometimes felt like heaven

And others it left me so dishevelled

I kind of craved the cruelty cuz it eased my inner pain

You threw at me the names and my demons it had slayed

They lived inside of me holding me in chains

Controlled the way I thought, creating a pretty perfect slave

Sometimes the bad in you would make me feel insane

But it scared the depression, it almost went away

Little did I know the ache was hiding in another place

Thinking of you as first aid, but you were just a different kind of pain

Psychological violence inflicted on my soul

Creating the cracks you put in me but I wanna feel whole

Picking up the ragged cards that you doled

I can't take this kind of love anymore

As I said before, I wish you all the best

I really hope your demons are the ones slayed next

I couldn't continue loving you when I learned bout self respect

But I guess everything just makes sense when you're dead