I’ve never felt
I've never felt the kiss of a dad. I've never felt the emotions of mad. I've never felt jealousy or rude. I've never felt mean or crude. I've never felt a smile over my face. I've never felt a happy place. There are a lot of things I've never felt because they're out of my reach on a high shelf. I've never felt what it's like to be praised. I've never felt a sudden gaze. I've never felt the experience of being bullied or teased. I've never felt the closing of my eyes whenever I sneezed. I've never felt a good night sleep. I've never felt a tear or a weep. Why I've never felt these things you may ask. Well, who knows. Maybe it's because I was always on my own on a task.
The Man Who Was A Flower.
He was born with a pistil on his head,
Giving him abilities, almost superhuman they've said.
Negative and narcotic spidey sense,
Guiding his daughter in her defense,
Twisting and turning and crossing the street,
Just in time so they'll never meet,
She looks up with big, loving eyes,
And to his surprise,
She whispers in his ear something softly,
"Daddy, you smell like coffee."
He smiles and embraces her tight,
In the abandoned lot in the waning light,
Knowing, even in poverty,
She smiles and skips, full of innocent glee.
Vice.
I spelled my name out
in the sand,
and it looked
like another language,
like gibberish or
Sanskrit, and I remember
you said it tasted like
hieroglyphics
on your tongue,
but that might have just been
the wine
talking.
I rest my head on my pillow
but no where to rest my
soul, I go to bed too early
but I never sleep, one of the
many side effects
of you, and they go round and
round the rim of my skull like
headache
nausea
dizziness
insomnia
thoughts of suicide.
I can't consult my doctor
because his eyes
are your
kind of blue.