I’ll stand at the edge and I’ll beg her to shove me

So lovely

But smoothly won’t work

I tread roughly

So here I must stay

And right here I will be

A heart that can’t stray

Since the ring lacks a key

But maybe one day

I’ll break out and I’ll see

The bubbly has always been poison to me

Quite fond of my find

So I keep her in mind

(Not that I have much of a choice)

She warms with her gaze

Leaving me in a daze

Plus she has that sweet soothing voice

Knows just what to say

To make pain go away

When words fail, there’s always her touch

I had to be shown

Or I’d never have known

That I could love someone so much

Now that it’s been felt

And the cards have been dealt

There’s no way that I’ll ever fold

Bets stay as I planned

And I’ll play out this hand

As long as it’s hers that I hold

I wasn’t mining

But I found a gem

Has me feeling this wheel should increase rpm

Spin faster and then

I might be with the one

We’ll look back and enjoy all the tales we’ve spun

Every pic set to stun

But this isn’t a phase

I’m not just singing praise due to some silly craze

It’s just that I’m amazed

So lucky

Like, fuck

You’re my main goal

I hope I’m your puck

By far my favorite season

And my favorite thing to do

The perfect time

Like by design

So I combine the two

The chill provides a reason

To get cuddly and close

The drug I clutch

I feel your touch

And you’re the perfect dose

The colors of the leaves that drop

A lovely work of art

I gather piles

As well as smiles

The ones that steal my heart

We’ll sit and wish that time could stop

Beneath a shedding tree

No cares at all

You’ll let me fall

And you can fall for me

I attempt to write quite small and neat

On my pages of poems incomplete

I burn fast through my papers

So, as my supply tapers

I try my best not to waste sheet

Thought that we had formed a bond that nothing could destroy

Had I found my forever?

No

You found yourself a toy

Still, this plaything stuck around

A puppet wanting joy

Someday I’ll learn my lesson and become a real boy

She told my future

My sutures

Will break

I’ve tried acting shy

I deny

So I ache

The fear always here

Now it’s clear

I can’t shake

My trying is lying

Undying

I wake

A change oh so strange

Rearranged

Anagram

The letters unmatched

Since my mask

Is a skam

The rhymes won’t changes schemes

Like the themes

In my life

My fun night

A gunfight

I win with a knife

Constant torture ineffective.

Give me hope and then refuse.

I need joy to grant perspective.

To have something left to lose.

I attempt to ditch this yearning

To protect myself from pain.

Still I earn eternal burning.

Every effort ends in vain.

It would seem there’s no evasion.

Not a chance to leave this cell.

I get Heaven on occasion

To remind me I’m in Hell.