Not Enough

She was told that she was beautiful but nobody saw how much she didn't believe it. 

She cut herself to feel something, to feel pain because the world around her was numb to all types of beauty and only regarded one. She hated being told that she wasn't beautiful enough for this, so she had to change herself. She was beautiful for this but not enough for that. 

She was told this so much that she started to feel the words in more than just chest, her heart, her skin.

She wanted to rip her skin off, she was stuck on not being enough yet she was still beautiful.

She was stuck on what she was limited to but not what she dreamt of becoming.