i don’t miss you, don’t get me wrong

but i don’t know what to write about

if you’re not the reason behind the song

all i wanted to do was move on

and let the storm clouds clear out

but i’m scared approaching this new dawn

and i don’t know what to do if you’re really gone

before i got better, i thought i’d curse your name forever

i thought i’d cry every night for the rest of my life

thought i’d scream in the rain because of all the pain

but i don’t know who i am; this was never part of the plan

i always counted on getting over it, but i guess i never let myself admit

that i don’t know what to do if i don’t hate you

i don’t know what to do if i don’t hate you

xx

killing me softly

your gentle touch

shivers

shivers on my skin

fluttering like my heart

against

my chest

x

memories of your lips

on my skin

the ghost of your touch

haunts me

x

your hands

cup me perfectly

warm against my chest

leaving goosebumps

in their wake

x

your breath against

my neck

touch me softly

trace my skin

with your fingertips

x

hold me against your chest

do you feel something

or are you just

holding on tight

please

don’t let me go

i may just

fall

apart

xx