Only Destination.
Death, the only destination in life
A journey as unique as a snowflake
Never knowing when or why,
But, knowing life’s outcome.
Did you live or were you just alive?
Inevitable fate yet we fear it
Final moments held on to so tight
Begging, praying, wishing
Is it ever a goodbye?
Life seemed so long yet flew so fast
Memories turning like pages in a book
Holding the human shell, trying to remember,
Remembering all that they were.
"its ok, you can go now."
January 3rd
January third has come.
You still linger in everything I do
I pushed you out and yet miss your soul
four years together
Our souls were one
You were my one
My person
You've changed to the monster I feared
I fear for your life
I can't help you, I want to
Religion isn't me but I pray
January 3rd was our day
I have dreaded this day all year
It was supposed to be with you
But you've changed.
I'll always be in love you and your soul
Wandering soul.
Your here but your not.
Your alive but not living.
Dragging your feet in the day
Hiding yourself at night.
Your flame is gone
Everything you touch is cold
Where did you go?
Trapped in your perfect shell of a body
Fully surrounded your still alone
You enjoy this loneliness all too much.
I see you but your invisible
Broken
Damaged
Alone. Wandering.
One last time.
Months of silence
Yet my heart beats at the sight of you
So badly I beg myself to talk to you
I try and smile at you but just stare
So badly I try and let go
Why can't I let you go?
It can't be love. We ended so terribly.
Come back to me
Just to hear you say my name
One last time.
Strangers again
Yet I know so much about you
Don't you know I miss you
I shouldn't.
Just to feel your arms around me
One last time.
Night moves.
I fell in love with darkness
His light he can't find hides in my heart
There's no need to be afraid darling
For your own heart is the one killing you
Silence pauses the world around him
Your eyes show me a burning flame
Why fight darkness while you welcome it
For I am the sun radiating to you
Your smile tells me you want warmth
I'd give my sunshine for your star filled sky
Breathe in, breathe out
The wound in my heart opened today
Dullest of blades scrapped slowly
Smoke fills my lungs and coats my heart
I continue to bleed but feel fog
I close my eyes and see you
Was it all a dream?
I was fine without you
Memories fill the room
I can't escape my own mind
Hours go by
I'm numb again, pain has subsided
Breathe in, breath out
It's over before you know it
If your here with me I know which way to turn
You guide me in comfort and strength
Hide me in your arms for I am weak
Feed me with your sweetness and hope
You give me somewhere, somewhere to run
You save me from this world of hate
So let me venture with you
As we sail upon the deepest calm of oceans
Stand beside me under the stars
And see, see the universe hiding in my chest
Each planet with your name on it
Spin me around and feel the pull of my gravity
I saw galaxies in your eyes
The sun buried in your soul warms my skin
I give my whole to spin around your orbit
In a circle that I don't want to end
Falling for the night sky
Eyes hidden within your hood
Stars seem so dull now a days
The air so light and minds so high
Exchanging promising smiles in the dark
Endless words flow like whiskey
Music calms the air around our bodies
Gentle hands strumming for sound
In the night your all I feel
Tingling along my spine
Lips gentle as a summers eve
You take my hand to pull me close
No longer afraid of the night
I have fallen for the night sky