Dear Mama

There are no words that can explain this intense feeling of pain. There is no air, there is no sound , there is no peace without you around . You were the one, always there and losing you just is not fair! Now you are gone, no way to talk to you or see your smiling face. To let me know there is a way and everything will be okay. I miss your embrace , the scent of your hair, the way by the look in your eyes, I knew you cared. Every year your memory remains, remembering that day just like it was yesterday. Even though I feel you all around me, it's not the same. It doesn't keep me from going insane! Because I know it's impossible for you to be seen, and that's one thing that makes my heart bleed! I miss you so much it hurts, like my heart will just burst. I miss having you to comfort me when times are tough, bc sometimes being strong on my own isn't enough. That day I lost you, I'll never forget. Every plan was ready and set. But across that news, I never expected to stumble. So I began to listen, and then I felt my soul crumble.