Me,me,me ...

What works for me,

what makes me happy and sets me free.

Me,me,me…

Always miserable, just let me be

Stuck in my own head and wanting to flee.

You, you, you...

I care for you BUT

me,me,me…

Sometimes you feel like giving up,

Stock in the corner with no way out.

Siting on the edge of your life,

Wondering if you will ever be fine.

Banging on the coffin I build in me,

Keeping all my emotions buried deep.

No one shall know or hear:

My screams, my pleads, my fears...

Set yourself free.. no one will hear your plea

Sunset, sunrise, sorrows and good byes

Rain and shine, smiles and good times.

Home, family, enemies and friends

And all who left - good riddance!

I am thankful for life in black and white

Because color is too much and grey is just not right.

I am thankful for you and me and everything in between.

I cry, I wine, I say “why,why?”

Why me? Why you? Why this?

I trip, I fall, I stumble and roll

Why is my life so much worse then his?

I breathe, I sit, I close my eyes

I listen to my heart and see fireflies

I smile, I stand up and raise my head

I got everything that he wishes he had.

Spinning till you hit the floor

Shouting till you can’t hear no more

Dreaming till you wake up sore

Breathing till you can’t no more

Hold on tight, we are falling in love...

Call me cold and I will freeze.

Call me hot and you will feel my heat.

Call me strong and you will see my power.

Call me weak and I will grow a flower.

Don’t tempt me and don’t play with fire,

It has nothing I desire.

For I am all you need,

So hush my darling and drink the seed.

I trip and I fall and I think I just lost my soul!

Here I go and I roll and roll,

This hill is steep and I am foe!

Who are you and what do you need?

I am useless and no mead.

No wings for me or crown neither,

I will not serve as your appetizer.

I tried so hard and fell apart!

Ugh what the hell, why even start ?

But here it goes, I try again,

Get all my pieces and climb the hill.

I'm a lost soul,

Hopefully one day I will find where I belong.

I'm a magnate, I'm a freak;

I'll attract confusing in a squeak.

U can move me, break me, bring me higher,

I will not retire.

I will be there day or night,

As my heart is afraid of a single flight.

I will crawl through glass and fire,

Just so u feel better my saya.

Wash and hide my scars,

Send my feelings to the Mars.

I will be your angel, guide,

I will be there by your side.

I will hold your hand, your heart,

I will show you where to start,

Until it tears me apart..

Just hanging on, waiting for the next blow.

Are you staying or you want to go?

Are we making lemonade or wasting it all?

Words like knife, tears on ice

Cutting through my soul like it’s a pie.

I duck once, I duck twice

holding on like it’s my vise.

Just crush my heart, coz it’s not mine

Drain my blood and let it die.

There there my little child, hush hush and go to sleep.

Breathe in, breathe out, the beast will cuddle thee.

Lick your scars and say your prayers

New day, new dawn, new ammo.

The beast will turn to prince and love will live forever.