hymn for the restless
star speckled moonlight and
weightless silhouettes
thrown upon stone walls
violins swelling around us
rising and falling
with the beat of our hearts
an endless hymn
written just for us
i'll love you 'til
our song draws to a close
and even then,
the melody will still
ring in my ears
faded, but never gone
all you need to do is
listen.
failure
failure?
failure wasn't seeing the cut on your arm and not saying anything.
failure wasn't mentioning it, and you not sharing anything at first.
failure wasn't me begging you to tell me, and you sharing it.
failure wasn't giving you a hug, and feeling a single tear, when I had never seen this side of the funny, strong boy I loved and cared about.
failure?
the only failure was not being there to prevent it before.
To-Do List
Text Laura, Avery, Allison, Max, Melisa, Charlie, Kendall
Work on reel
Find voice teacher
Start voice lessons
Doctor (find one)
Donate blood
Donate my eggs?
Call power company
Email Dave
Read more and don't feel guilty alone
Finish Harry Potter
Write for fun
Become a nun
Move into a cave in Scotland
Take up hermitude
Grow fins
Also claws
Be happy all alone
Be social
Text Laura, Avery, Allison, Max, Melisa, Charlie, Kendall