Cuz I’m fine, I’m alive

If I’m not dead, I’ll survive

No will to live, no goal to believe

No one to see, no help to give

Why am I here, on this cursed world?

Just making cuts, and spilling blood

I should leave, be gone to the night

Cuz what’s the use, if people notice my plight?

So I’m broken, I’m shattered, I’m torn,

Things piercing my skin, like thorn after thorn

I look in the mirror, try saying I’m beautiful

But burst into tears, cuz lying isn’t dutiful.

They shout words, like bullets shooting me

I fall to them, poisoned and flee

People tell me, to not care

But how can I, when that’s all I fear?

They tell me not to crave acceptance

I fall to society’s whims, and their expectance

People tell me, to think positive

But how can I, when everything in life is negative?

So I’m broken, I’m shattered, I’m torn,

Things piercing my skin, like thorn after thorn

I look down from up high, thinking of ending my life

But back down time to time, and don’t die.

I don’t want to die, just want life to end.

I hate when you say we’re just friends,

The cycle of longing stares never ends

I hate when you say we’re just peers,

Your words make me shed tears

I wanna be more than friends,

I wanna be yours until no end

I wanna be more than peers,

Why don’t you call me yours?

Oh oh oh, Call me yours,

I’ll call you mine

Make me yours,

And I’ll make you mine

Oh oh oh Just want you here by me,

But you’re not here so you see,

I’m falling deep in love with your sweet smile,

But you say you don’t hate me well it’s a lie

I love when you say we’re together,

That we’ll last forever

I love when you say I’m your girl,

That I’m your world,

I wanna be more than acquaintances,

However you don’t share my grievances

I wanna be more than what me are,

But that day’s so far

Oh oh oh, Call me yours,

I’ll call you mine

Make me yours,

And I’ll make you mine

Oh oh oh Just want you to hold me

But you’re never here to see

I’m falling in love with you,

And out the window my heart flew…

(This song is inspired by Heather, I am not trying to copy.)

Why would you ever want me? She’s so much prettier

Why would you ever kiss me? She’s so much wittier

It’s always her, she’s the one you choose

It’s never me, she’s your muse

Why would you ever hold me? She’s so much nicer

Why would you ever love me? She’s so much wiser

It’s always her, I’m never the one

It’s never me, When will I be free?

This is torture, this is pain

Watching you smile with her…

Your love is something I’ll never gain

Now you gave her your sweater…

Why am I so jealous? She’s always the one

Why am I so sad? God I’m so done

Why do you choose her? Why not me?

Why am I so worthless? Baby why don’t you see…

I love you, I need you, I want you, be mine

I’ll hold you, I’ll kiss you, I’ll hug you, we’ll be fine…

So love me, need me, want me, be mine

Hold me, kiss me, hug me, we’ll be fine….

You said you’d be here forever,

Now you’re coming back never

I said we wouldn’t last,

And I’ve proved in the past

You said you’d hold me in your arms,

Now my heart you harm

I said you’d leave me,

And you did, believe me

I thought I was strong,

But boy was I wrong

I thought I was happy,

But it was all lies, no matter how sappy

You said forever and always,

Now you’re not coming back, no way

I said we’d end

And we did, even though my heart I lend

You said I was special,

Now I’m like the devil

I said you’d avoid me,

I was right, you see

I thought I was worth it

But now, forget it

I thought I was beautiful

But now I cry plentiful.

You said you'd never leave,

You did and now I sit in grief

You said you loved me?

Now you're living without me in glee

You said you'd be here

Now I cry and cry tears

You said you'd never hurt me

But what you did, it cut me

I thought I couldn't be broken

But you broke me, and no more open

You tore me to a million pieces

And now my heart it freezes

You said you cared for me

but we're just a broken fantasy

you said you had a crush on me

now you're over me ,so you see

you claimed you loved me

no you didn't, not the easily

you say we're just friends

no we're not, never again

I thought I couldn't be broken

But you broke me, and no more open

You tore me to a million pieces

And now my heart it freezes..

You’re smiling I’m crying

You’re happy I’m dying…

Call me by your name,

And I'll call you by mine,

We may be the same,

But we don't have much time.

Two souls in love,

And thus,

They should be together,

And lust.

But they're pulled apart by society,

In this world which runs on Labels,

Although of love there are variety,

Gender pulls them apart and love is just a fable.

But why should it matter? Why should it depend on gender?

Our hearts it shatters,for love is tender.

Love is love,

Below or above.