My mind is artwork, a masterpiece. It is that piece that you can't look away from. It is that piece you are unsure about. You don't quite get it but you want more. You aren't sure if you love it or hate it. There is so much confusion, but somehow there is clarity. There are colors everywhere, shapes and lines that don't have a home but come together to make something beautiful. My mind is that piece that you walk away from, but always come back to. It is insanity yet peace is present. It is organized chaos, created by my favorite artist.

A pain that won't die.

Still in love with your mirage.

Waiting for my peace.

#brokenheart

#suchabelle

#whatislove

Those are the brown eyes that I look into after a long day and desire comfort;

the darkess pulls me in and wraps around me like a blanket.. now I'm okay.

Those are the brown eyes that I look into for reassurance when I am doubtful or afraid;

the darkness becomes my knight, ready to protect and serve.. now I'm okay.

Those are the brown eyes that I look into when I am fragile and weak;

the darkness removes my uncertainty and becomes my fortitude.. now I'm okay.

Those are the brown eyes that I look into when I yearn for the feeling of love;

the darkness guides me to where love lives and I belong .. now I'm okay.

Those are the brown eyes that say everything to me without saying a word.

To you, they are just a pair of dark brown eyes.... but to me, that darkness is my light.

#SuchABelle

I'm always chasing .... chasing what I can't catch.

I'm always running.... running a race I can't seem to win.

I chase you until I'm out of breath..I run until my body is limp from exhaustion.

I chase you when I can see you and when I can't.

I run after you until my legs are weak and my lungs burn like the fire I know you will provide.

I chase you like a dream because I know you will change my life forever.

The more I chase, the more difficult it is to catch you.

The faster I run, the further away I am from you.

Love...I love you, so why do you run away from me?

Love... I need you, so why do you make me chase you?

Love... I want you, please stop running from me.

Love... I miss you, I'll never stop chasing you.

#SuchABelle

To the love that awaits,

Thank you.

Thank you for loving me when I had trouble loving myself.

Thank you for showing me that love is real and worth the wait.

Before you came I was lost, I was alone, and I was hurt.

I felt broken and I just knew that I would grow old alone.

You had to pick up the pieces and put together a heart you did not break.

You had to deal with my distance and uncertainty.

You had to deal with my insecurities and inability to trust.

You saw the pain, you recognized the hurt, and you accepted the flaws.

You did what no other man has been able to do; accept me... truly accept me.

You showed me how to be brave when I was scared

You showed me the light when everything was dark

You became my other half while you focused on being my friend.

For all that you have done

For all that you will do

I say

Thank you.

Come with me

Take my hand

Trust in me

I'll never lead you astray

Have faith in me

I will never leave your side

I am you and you are me

Till the end

I thought I had this figured out.

I thought I had all of the answers.

All I had to do was be everything that he said he wanted.

I did that!!

All I had to do was be there for him

I did that!!

All I had to do was support him.

I did that!!

All I had to do was be his peace.

I did that!!

All I had to do was love him.

I did that!!

I knew in m heart that this would be forever... I was wrong all along.

#SuchABelle