Currency
I can't wait for the Day where dollar bills become bookmarks and air becomes currency.
For the day where hate is minimal and acceptance is abundant.
I can't wait for they day where people are not
conformed to society's standards and that desieses are extinct.
For the day where we are truly free
And living peacefully.
The man.
And I said to the man
Why must you treat me this way
What have I done to deserve this
And the man says simply
You have done nothing.
So I ask again and he replies with the same answer.
Why must you treat my horribly
And he says
Because I want to.
This is who we are. This is what we do. We are human and we have a right to be rude.
I look at him tears in my eyes.
It's not fair...it's Not human sir.
And he goes to say another word but instead he smacks me.
You filthy slut
He says
Because I'm a virgin
But I'm a slut anyways.
The man walks away
I lay there
Goodbye world
It was quite the ride.
Mulțumesc
Thank you my friend
For not giving up on me when I left.
Thank you my friend
For telling me you'll be back again.
Thank you for staying when I needed you
And thank you for having patience when I was stubborn.
I know I'm not the best person on this planet
But the least I could do was say thank you
Mulțumesc prietenul meu.
IM SORRY
I want you to know that I wouldn't be writing this if I didn't care...The meds don't seem to work anymore. If I miss a day or two the feelings don't change and I don't seem to want to take them either.
So mama, I'm sorry that I couldn't make you happy
daddy, I'm sorry I didn't stick around much
Step mom, I'm sorry I didn't tell you how much I really loved you
Stepdad that goes for you too
My brother and sisters, I'm sorry I didn't hang around more often.
Dalton, The love of my life I am so sorry that you had to deal with such a horrible person.
Grammy and Papa, I'm sorry I wasn't there to make you guys smile more
Nate, I'm sorry I wasn't a better cousin
Gaggie and Papa, I'm sorry I didn't see the simple things in life like you tried to get me to do.
My aunts and uncles, I'm sorry I didn't check in as often as I should have.
To everyone else I'm sorry that I didn't mention, I know who you are and I think about you a lot but I never made an effort to say hello or to tell you that you mean so much to me. I don't want anyone to have to deal with someone as depressed and anxious as I have been for the past 7 years. Please forgive me for what I am about to do and know that I'll be it's great grandpa once again. He will take care of me.
I love all of you
I'm sorry
goodbye
Jess...
Where have you gone?
I still write to you, but I don't know what for.
I still wish upon some silly shooting star.
I stare at the wall for hours, dreaming about that day.
They day you told you told me goodbye, and walked down that long hallway.
I still have the note you wrote me, from seventh grade.
And I still wait for the phone call you promised on that day.
But who's to know where you are...I just hope your not amongst one of the...shooting stars.
Run amongst the stars with me.
I wish she could run with me,
Amongst the stars.
Run along the constellations,
Because every star has a story to be told,
Every star is a city of gold.
She's not okay, I see her every day
Crying
Lonely
I just wish she would stop worrying. Stop worrying and run amongst the stars I say.
Once you do that, the pain will go away.
Love,
Yours truly. We will meet again soon, in another life, live this one. Don't end it tonight.