Magic Man (Rewrite)
Introducing the Magic Man
Take a look and you'll see
He's got silver, gold, dollars,
and a few secrets he keeps
In exchange for what you need,
he'll take your soul
and your broken heart that bleeds
Poor child, losing your chance to grow old
Spread your story while you can
Tell the tale of the Magic Man
He'll back in 10 years
Don't shed any tears
He'll take you where you're meant to be
Oh honey, to hell, just wait and see
Magic Man
Introducing the Magic Man
He can give you whatever you like
But you have to pay him
you can give him your psyche
equally enough
he'll take one of 5 things
but it isn't something
something like grandma's old rings
he'll take dollars
euros, sterling silver
seems simple enough
but he also needs your broken heart
he'll fix it right up
He'll fix it up
and sell it for a secret or two
then he'll bring you back
and give the secrets to you
spread around the secrets
tell the tale of the magic man
keep that tale in your heart
because you'll never see him again
Butterfly Fly Away
butterfly fly away
my life ended in red lights
a drunk man, asleep at the wheel
a brother, a best friend, a funeral
handfuls of dirt thrown on the casket
maybe a few tears
I thought I'd live a hundred years
a butterfly with blue wings
a mockingbird on a gravestone
what a beautiful song it sings
a song of misery and sorrow
a song like there's no tomorrow
a life ended in red lights
reincarnated as a butterfly
Infinite and Infinitesimal
the concept of infinty
larger than life
on and on forever
that's what they always say
but the opposite side is never explored
how small we are
compared to the infinity of the world
we're infinitesemal
smaller than ants are to us
we're that small in the grand scheme of things
so why explore the concet of infinity
it goes on and on, as we know
explore the concept of infintesemalism
how small does it go?
Shaking - A Coming Out Poem
my hands are shaking
stepping forward, I look my mother in the eye
we're both about to cry
and she's shaking
shaking me
screaming how could you do this to me
you're the only daughter I've got
and I'm shaking
shaking with fear
fear of my mother
I knew what to do
but I couldn't leave my little brother
and he's shaking
he's shaking
trying to make me wake up
as blood flows from my wrist
all because my mother hates who I kiss
and the world is shaking
and shaking
and I'm seizing
my brother is screaming
the doctors running, trying to save me
but it's too late
and he's shaking
he's shaking
the doctor, he's shaking his head
I'm looking from above now
I flatlined
I can finally give my father a hug now
no longer shaking
Sunset
Blue, Gold, Purple, Pink
I look up to the sky, that's all see
Night falling in from a hard day's work
Of lighting up my whole world
freckles on my face, burns on my shoulders
sunset's the only time I get to hold her
golden blonde hair falling across her face
just like that golden trace
of sun left in the sky
and it makes me want to cry
because she's mine
on the perfect golden day
purple, pink, gold, blue
that's what I see when I look at you