Do you know that feeling?

When hot tears just start

Pouring from your eyes

Catching you by surprise

And throwing you into

An empty black void.

Filled with your worst fears

And all your nightmares

All in one place

And you just can't take it anymore

So you run.

Run away from them

And everything you’ve ever known

But that’s alright

Coz you will never look back

But you're running backwards.

Back towards everything

You were running away from

And you just don’t know

How alone you truly are

Until you're face to face with them.

The demons and the devils

They were hunting you down

And you made it so easy for them

And you know there's no hope left

So you wait.

Wait for the blow

That never comes

Until you open your eyes

And everything's gone

You can't see anything.

And you think you're safe

Until the water starts pouring in

Just like a waterfall

Drowning you.

But the water is death...

And you're drowning...

Do you know that feeling?

I'm not alive.

I stopped living a long time ago.

All I'm doing now

Is waiting.

I'm waiting for tomorrow

So that today's over.

So that I'm one day closer.

To being with you forever.

I'm waiting for someone to see

That I'm not okay

And that I struggle

Through each and every day.

I'm waiting for something to happen.

To stop the pain.

So I'm put out of my misery

Because life's so hard.

I'm waiting for the day

I'm reunited with you

So that I don't have to go through anything

Without you at my side.

All I can do is wait...