This isn’t the end
one hour is not enough
this life is not enough
I need more time
to LIVE
I never want to stop living
so much to experience
so many places to go
so many feelings to feel.
(one hour is not enough)
I want more time
not because I wasted my life
no
because I haven't wasted my life
so I know
just how beautiful life is.
(one hour is not enough)
There is so much to live for...
and yet I have to die
even though I see nothing good
to come from it.
but maybe that's the point.
maybe this blindness
can allow for more
bliss.
maybe we are like a butterfly
born as a caripillar
to die and be reborn as something beautiful.
or like a flower
basking in the sunshine of life
and dying with the waking of winter.
but as the petals sink into the earth
new life sprouts from fresh soil.
so now
im not shaking
im dancing
hopeful
that
maybe
this life
this awe-filled life
is just
the beginning.
(one hour is all i need)
Loving a girl in my world
(im afraid to love)
i want to trace my fingertips along your milky skin; sending chilling vibrations and warm sensations through your veins; i want to show you how i love.
(im afraid to love you)
i want to tangle my hands in your long silky hair; get lost in a trance i may not be able to bear; see stars in your eyes and the universe in your soul; create galaxies with our moans of infinite pleasures.
(im afraid that if i love you...)
i want this happiness i feel bursting in my chest, to explode like fireworks, and fall like rain; basking us with freedom to love one another.
(im afraid that if i love you...you wont feel the same)
Peace
when the oceans calm
and the birds are no longer in song
ill be there
breathing it all in.
when the world slows
cars idling quietly
streets cleared
and snow sinking softly to the ground
ill be here
by your side
hand in hand
gazing upon our dying world
with hope.
Finally everything meretritious
has stopped.
you’re gone
It’s 2:21am, but I am not tired.
inpiration twirls and twirls,
escaping through my fingers.
It’s 2:23am, but I am still up.
thinking of you
and me
and what we could never be.
It’s 2:50am, and I’m still thinking of you.
thinking of your strawberry hair
(intertwined with my fingers)
and those cherry lips
(brushing up agaisnt mine).
It’s 3:00am, and I’m hurting.
breaking
from this heart-pain
(it bubbles and bubbles and bubbles)
It’s 2:00am, and I’m tired.
So.
So.
So tired.
No, it’s 5:00am,
and my eyes are twitching
and my lungs are shaking
and my mind is yelling
and my heart is creaking
and my body is still
and
I
am
b r e a k i n g
from
the
inside.
It’s too late.
Hollow Heart
I will be alone forever.
There is this
a c h i n g
b r o k e n e s s
that dwells inside my chest.
I have not had my first kiss
(nor do I think I will ever have one)
and no kiss
can fix
this
h o l l o w n e s s
this
u n b e a t i n g
heart.
I can not envision
a kiss.
I am sorry.
I just can't.
All I see is me
left
a l o n e
with a
b l e e d i n g
under my breast.
Traversing the Universe
Perhaps
like Shakespeare
we have grown
into something
different
creative
and unaware
amoungst the common
or the old.
creating words
and worlds
that once before did not exist.
abstract
unpunctuated
crafty
blues
of
magical mysteries.
writing is not
defined
with a definition
but rather with
complex connection of
letters and words
(that maybe don't make sense).
but isn't that the point?
not just of writing,
but of life?
to create meaning out of the meaningless?
to make sense of the insensible.
look at science.
Galileo labled as a fool by the church
locked away
because his ideas were "different".
who's to say that thinking
beyond the earth
will not lead to the discovery of something
like the complexity of the universe?
that is what writing is all about
exploring the universe through verse.
because to write best
is to think
outside the box of the earth
by trying to understand the endless
contents within it.
Writing
is the statement of change
and this
is a statement of change.