I always had wished for a simple life , like plain ,no drama and all , but do you think it's possible ? Never. My life had always been complicated after my parents demise in a car accident when I was just ten years old. 

Well time for some introduction.

I'm Natasha Petrin, a simple ,introvert and an innocent creature in this huge city. I have been working for the Nikolaev Industries as their Chief Executive Officer for the last three years, but still I barely have friends in here, even though two out of three bosses are on my side and yeah my best friend Ivan also works with me. Ivan, what about him ? He had always been my strength in all my ups and downs ,when no one was there to hold me back, he was the one who stood hard like a pillar supporting me. He is not only my best friend but also like a brother who protects me from the evil eyes of this cruel world and also guides me in a correct path when I stumble. That's it about me.

Anyways.

I was in my cabin, with various files scattered here and there. The sales and the profit had marginally decreased but nevertheless I knew we would cover it up soon. I was engrossed in my work when I heard a knock on the door.

"Come in" I said without looking up.

"Ahmmmn, Ms. Petrin".

I stood up immediately recognizing the voice.

"Sir".

I immediately left my chair as he made his way to it.

Christoff Nikolaev , The President Of Nikolaev Industries , a very generous man and like a father figure to me.

He sat on my chair and I sat on the chair opposite to him.

"Everything alright sir"? I asked in concern.

"Hmm... yeah".

I smiled.

"Well Natasha....I want you to do me a favor".

"Yes sir".

"Well I trust you completely on the job you do...and i know you are one of the best assets our company has recruited and I'm glad we did...You are efficient and hardworking."

I looked at him blankly...I knew he preferred me but this.....this was new. Never had he praised me like this. I knew that something was wrong and I wanted him to tell it to me, straight. Was he going to fire me ? 

I saw him standing up "God !! This is so difficult......Okay now......let me get straight to it".

His words made me shiver a bit.

"Natasha, I want you....I want you to marry my son".

The words came like a thunder clap to my ears.

"What?!!" I literally yelled in shock.

"Calm down kid..."

He walked towards me ,I felt his hands on my shoulders.

"Kid...This is important".

"Sir....me and him...we just....just..."

"Natasha...he is going on a wrong track and I need someone to hold him back and bring him on the right path".

"But sir he already has a girlfriend and he seems so in love with her".

"Oh please Natasha ....everyone knows why she sticks with him...leave her at the moment...will you do this favor to me ?!!"

"But sir...he hates me and I don't like him either". I tried to come with some or the other reason but nothing worked.

"I know but even Anya used to hate you... but now you have her on your side too".

Anya Nikolaev ,wife of Christoff Nikolaev and an equal share holder of the company. 

"Sir but... why me ?"

"Natasha, I give my people the best and you...you are best my son could ever get...and also...if you remember , you have given me a "BLANK PROMISE" the first day you had joined.... so Natasha ....I want you to promise me that ...you'll marry my son."

I stood there numb as I had no other choice.

"But sir ...he'll never agree".

"Leave that to me child... will you marry him Natasha ?".

I smiled . What else could I do ?!

"Good girl". He patted my shoulder and left.

I sat on my chair with a thud , I don't know what should I do at the moment.

I dialed Ivan's number on the intercom .

"Ivan...I'll go mad ....come to my cabin at once".

Exactly after five minutes Ivan entered my cabin.

"What happened bestie ? "

"Ivan ,do you know what ?... you were right."

"I'm always..."

I made a face "Not funny".

"What's cooking"he asked me sipping a glass of water.

"Marriage!!"

"What ?!! ... whose ?",he asked literally spitting out the water.

I stood up and said"Mine".

"With whom ?"

"With the President's son."

"What ?!!"

I narrated the whole story ,so that he could comfort me but no, he being he burst out laughing.

It just annoyed me to the hell and gritting my teeth I said "What so funny ?"

"Like how...how it's always you each time ?"

I agree with him, anything and everything that had happened, I was always involved.

"I don't know ,but this is heights."I said frustrated .

"Chill... you had to say yes ...but that doesn't mean he would also agree."

"I hope so...he rejects this proposal."

"Damn , the vacation I have so many files pending"I said sighing helplessly.

Oh I know you must be thinking , who am I ? So let me introduce myself .

I'm Leonid Nikolaev ,only heir of Nikolaev industries and one of the Chief Executive Officer of our company. Well frankly I'm not interested in these business stuffs but had to work in office as my dad would kick me out our company if I don't . I'm also a rock star and I have my very own band , the D5  .We are not only a band but also friends forever.

D 5 - The Dangerous Five is one of the well known bands in the country consisting five members that is Leonid as the lead vocalist and guitarist , Alena on the keyboard and girlfriend of Leonid , Caderick ,the prankster on the drums , Misha or you can call her a lady hulk on the electric guitar  and Dafyd , a silent yet sweet guy from outside but from inside ? lets keep that a secret and he is on acoustics guitar . They are so mean to everyone except themselves . They bullies people who goes against them and loves to rule wherever they go . 

I looked at my girlfriend Alena , who was sitting on the couch in my cabin.

"Come on baby....it was fun....now don't be a spoil sport , either ways how does it even matter if you finish these or you don't ...!

"I need to submit these files to Anya ...she'll eat me up." 

Yes he calls his mother by name as she is his step mother and according to him she doesn't deserve to be his mother for the reason that is still unknown to him too.

"Chill." She said and walked up to me bend towards me . Her long hairs fell over my face and I tucked her tresses behind her ears and found her smiling.

"Baby just be you.... don't try to be what you ain't okay."

"Hmm " I replied.

I could always see her smiling and red whenever I was with her. She cares for me and loves me so much and I knew it well but I had no damn idea why my parents hate her to that extent that they didn't even let her work here.

I felt her hand encircling my neck and I pulled her closer by her waist and she blushed even more.

"I love you." she whispered in my ears.

And I was about to reply but the door opened with a bang and there entered my dad.

"Dad !"

He looked at me and then at Alena .

"Could you give us two minutes ?"Dad said looking at her and she left without a word.

"So Mr. Nikolaev ...how's work ?"Dad asked me somewhat mockingly.

"Nice."

"I see lots of files..."

"Dad ....that I ....was on..."

"A vacation, right ?"He said sarcastically.

"What is it dad?"

"The matter is that ....you the CEO , disappeared from the office, without an application and that too with that.... anyways... don't you think you should learn something from the other ?"

"Excuse me."

"Natasha.... she had been working day and night but you...you go on a vacation ..."

"I'll write the application."

"You'd better..."

I looked down at the file .

"And now you must be more focused ...you can't just vanish like this ."

"Hmm"I replied bluntly.

"Well.... there is something I need to know....Like how far have you gone ummn ....with Alena ?"

I looked at him stunned with the question he asked.

"Dad isn't that supposed to be private ?"

Like seriously, how can he even ask such questions and by the way why suddenly he is much interested in my relationship.

"Tell me."He demanded.

"Dad ?"

"This is important and I need to know ."

What was cooking ?! Was he really thinking that I had made her pregnant ! How can he even think such stuffs about me ?! Parents I tell you !

"Nothing yet."

"Good."

Good ! Now what was that suppose to mean ,I was clueless and I looked at him blankly.

"Now coming to the main point , you are ummm ....getting married."And here he declared.

"What the ?!"I stood up disappointed.

"Dad ... I have a girlfriend and if you don't see.... she loves me ....and so do I."

"Oh please ....and I'm ain't asking you.... I'm telling you that you are .... getting married to...."

"To ?"

"You are getting married to Natasha".

"What ? No ways..."

"Oh yes ....she's perfect.... better than that 'Sticky Marshmallow' of yours."

"Her name is Alena , dad ."

"Whatever....and if you really think she loves you ... she doesn't and everyone knows why she clings to you and....you'd better realize that soon."

"Dad , I'm not marrying Natasha."

"Yes , you are. She has agreed and you'd better ....and either you marry her or I'm kicking you out of this position and house too and then you can have your 'Sticky Marshmallow' all by yourselves .... and on that note she wouldn't stay with you ....cause you won't be having money then."

"She doesn't stay with me for money."

"Do you bet me on that son."

"Dad ..."

"I'll be back after twenty minutes ...I'd better get an yes."And left after dropping a bomb on me.

"Damn it" I thew the glass out of anger , breaking it into pieces.

He again peeped in and  said "And.... all that you yet too break is cost you ....so happy breaking !!"

I sat down helpless and I notice the door open again and Alena entered.

"So , you are getting married."

"No Alena ....obviously not ! And I won't ever leave you."

"Marry her ,"these words slipped out of her mouth shocked me to the core .

"What ? Have you lost it ?"

She smiled but I was clueless.

"Leo give her the pain she never experienced ....show her what a monster is ....show what messing with your life means ....give her a living hell."

I smiled realizing her point and that way I would not lose my job and I could easily get the divorce.

"Smart." I said smirking .

After twenty minutes Dad entered my cabin and said "God ...again ....Alena can you please..."

She was about to go but I held her hand this time.

"Dad I'll marry Natasha."

"Seriously!!" I know my dad is surprised.

"Cool then.... lets start the preparation,"he continued.

"But I have a condition."

"Dude ...Wanna catch up for ice cream ?!"

"I'm full Ivan....you made me eat so much."

"Just come sissy .... anyways you won't be coming with me after your wedding."

"Was it a joke ?! Ha ha ha... Ivan you are so funny", I said sarcastically.

Like how ....how does he always managed to do stupid things and annoy me to the core. I had had enough of this marriage stuffs and now even Ivan was pulling my leg. 

Please God ...please I beg you , Leonid should say no....

"You are coming ....or shall I go ?"

"No...I have lots of work ...but yeah, don't forget to get me a chocolate ice cream."

"For sure... your highness."He said dramatically and left.

I went inside my cabin and started my work.

"Ma'am..." , My PA entered my cabin.

"Yes..."

"Anya ma'am wants you to meet her in fifteen minutes."

"Okay, I'll be there...you can go."

Now what does she want ,these Nikolaev's family I tell you... are pain in ass ,who knows may be Leonid declined for the marriage .I hope so ...this happens.

I waited for the elevator and finally after five minutes I entered and pressed the twenty second floor button .

Lift stopped but on the eighth floor and the door opened but I didn't bothered looking up until

"Ahhh ..... Look ....who's here....."

I looked in the direction.

Shit ! like why ! Damn it! I should have gone with Ivan for the ice cream.

I faked a smile for his comment . 

Oh I know you must be wondering why I'm swearing , cause right now I'm standing in front of the egoistic ,arrogant , a rich brat ,the lazy pig and the monster , yes you guessed it write, it's of course 'The Leonid Nikolaev'.

"How's life.... Nats !!" 

Yes 'Nats' ,he always calls me that just to annoy me.

"It was awesome till you showed your face "I muttered under my breath inaudible to him.

"It's Natasha ...."

"Is it ?!.....How does it even matter ....Ms. soon to Mrs. Natasha Nikolaev ."

I looked down having no answer for this.

"Oww ...Poor baby ,You don't even know what mess you are in ?!!"

"Leo..." my words were left unsaid as he interrupted me.

"How could you even think of.... getting married ....to me ?"

"I... that..."

"Tch...tch...tch..."He pressed the stop button and said," Now no disturbance.... tell me ... what made you say an yes ??!"

I tried opening my mouth ...but do you think it's possible ? Nah...I can speak only if he let me right ?!  but no ....

"The coming days are gonna be so bad for you...that you'd want to run away....but you won't even have anyone to save you... so be ready to face my wrath..."and with that he pressed the floor button.

I could see anger in his eyes and it was growing with every passing second ,he was looking at me fiercely but what was my fault ?

Anyways , finally the elevator stopped at 22nd floor and I stepped out .

"Bad days are coming ...." I heard him say.

 ****

I reached home early today. The entire day was a mess and I need some time to figure out things and to gather myself to face the monster. 

I felt homesick and seemed to be caught up in a hiraeth .

I changed into my comfy night wear and sat on the window pane with the book my mom gifted me on my 9th birthday . I don't know why she gifted me this book . She told me that whenever I feel lost or stressed , i should read this book. May be she sensed that ,I had to live my life all alone in all my ups and downs . Those words in white page were harsh but anyways ,this book actually works in boosting my courage whenever I feel low....

"IT FEELS PAIN, PAIN EVERYDAY

YOUR BRAIN KNOWS THAT YOU ARE NOTHING

AND THIS CAUSES PAIN.

THE PAIN GROWS IN EVERY CELL OF YOUR BODY,

LIKE A DISEASE, THAT EATS YOU INSIDE OUT.

SOON YOU ARE ONLY A SHELL 

BUT YOU ARE NOTHING LEFT IN THE INSIDE

NO HEART, NO THINKING , NO EMOTIONS...

JUST A SKIN THAT WALKS ALL DAY AROUND HURTING.

THAT'S HOW NOTHING FEELS."

I shut the book with tears in my eyes .....

3 WEEKS LATER

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 I stood there all wrapped up in my white bridal gown in front of the Nikolaev's Mansion with Leonid beside me. He was wearing his black tuxedo suit looking all handsome and hot .

Anya ma'am welcomed us to our, actually my new house. I looked at my so called husband before I took my first step in his house.

He gave me a "Whatever" look.

"Welcome Natasha.... " said Christoff Sir

I smiled at him.

"Well we'll be here today.... But from tomorrow you both shall have the house to yourself" he continued.

I saw my husband standing with his hands on his waist. I knew he was planning to irritate me in every ways possible. But I too was Natasha Petrin, oops Nikolaev and I had promised Christoff sir to bring Leonid back to the right track.

"Your room's on the first floor..... " said Anya ma'am  smiling.

I smiled back at her.

I knew Leonid wouldn't come so I alone went to the room.

I opened the door to the room. It was so big. It was decorated with flowers and scented candles giving a romantic aura. I stepped into the room, completely mesmerized with the beauty it beheld. The bed was covered with a white linen sheet and on it were rose petals, scattered all over the white arena.

My eyes fell on the wall which were covered with pictures, pictures of Leonid. And then there was that picture where he and Alena were standing on the Beach. He looked so happy.

I had never wanted to interfere in the lives of anyone. I always had lots to handle in my own life and only because Christoff Sir had trusted me , was I here , in his room.

I went to the window and opened the wooden pane. And just as I had done so, a soft breeze swept over my face. It felt so refreshing after the hectic wedding. I looked at the dark sky. Not one star was visible.

Somehow I felt happy that moment as I remembered what mom used to tell me...

"You just have to sit through the storm...the next morning will be beautiful enough I promise. "

I knew the next days would be bad.. Not only the next days but the next months. I would have to hold back but I was ready for it.

I was busy with my thoughts when I heard the door shut.

I looked in the direction.

Leonid stood there.

Why was here?! Don't tell me I would have to share the bed with him. God please no!!

"Now if you are out of this dream zone of yours... Can I just change.. And in that case you too!! " he said

I nodded and went straight to the washroom with my clothes.

The washroom was huge too. I kept wondering what was the need for such a big washroom for one individual.

I came out wearing a orange tank top and a black shorts.

I stepped out of the washroom and found Leonid combing his hair. I took a step towards the bed.....

"Oh miss... Watch out okay!!

I looked at him unaware of what was coming next.

"It's my bed !! " he said and walked towards the bed

He sat in a majestic manner on the bed. I kept looking at him blankly.

"Where do I sleep?! " I finally asked.

"There's enough space on the couch...and the floor"

I looked down at the floor. It was cold because of that ac. I finally made my way to the sofa, helpless.

Leonid threw the white bed sheet on the floor and the petals scattered.

I sat on the sofa but it was just not for sleeping and I wouldn't get a pillow that was for sure. Finally after half an hour of struggling with that furniture I decided that the night shall be spent on the floor.

I looked at him and he was sleeping peacefully under his blanket.

I went for the sheet of cloth that lay on the floor. I removed the petals aside and spread the bed sheet on the floor.

I lay on it and covered myself somehow with my hands from the cold.

The first day of my marriage- NEFARIOUS.

 I ran through the meadows holding my mom's little finger .The sun was right above us, making the blue skies even more clearer. I noticed the rainbow and left her hand to chase it. I heard mom  calling my name and I turned to answer her back. But there was mist growing around her. A distant fog that rose from the horizon. Like a rolling cloud that took in everything.

I felt my throat begin to close and my eyes well up with tears because I knew she'll go soon. I wished to enter that mist but she shook her head cause we both knew it was impossible. I watched her with a breaking heart as she slowly vanished. And soon was her sight no more in front of me , I realized I am alone yet again. I cried and cried my heart out like each time. But I knew she wouldn't return. I looked up at the sky, they were darker again and soon the water covered my entire length.

I opened my eyes as I felt water on my face. I sat up immediately and tried to understand the current scenario. I found myself on the floor and soon everything was coming back to me. I heard someone clink a spoon against the glass. I looked up in that direction.

He stood there with his devilish smile in front of me. And soon I realised where that water had come all of a sudden on my face.

I rubbed the water from my face and heard him speak...

"Wake up!! " he literally screamed.

"What's your problem!! " I asked standing up slowly.

"If you don't see... It's six thirty and I need to go to the office.... "

"Haan so... Who has stopped you... Go na"

Go and get lost on that note. Early morning and the monster has already started showing his attitude.

"Oh hello.... Ms.... Oops sorry Mrs. Nikolaev ...... I need the breakfast!! " he said stepping closer to me.

"So ask your maids to make ...... "I said taking a step back.

" Actually... I fired them all... After all I have full time maid service now.... " he said pointing at me.

He was getting on my nerves now! How much would I do??! Office..... house and then handle this brat !!

"So I want my breakfast by 7..." He said pointing at the clock.

"And make...... Something non veg!! "

I looked away. But I knew I had to make it. I walked towards the door and went down the stairs and finally reached the kitchen.

"God.... I barely know non veg stuff..... What do I make now!!. "

I looked inside the huge refrigerator standing at one corner of the kitchen. There was bread, butter , chicken and all sorts of stuff. It seemed as if I was standing in front of a super market. There was so much!

Anyways, I finally spotted the egg and decided making French toast.

" Finally..... "

I plated the food nicely and kept it on the dining table.

I looked back at the clock. It was 7 exactly.

"Natasha get ready... You have office too!! "

I swiped the sweat from the face and my eyes caught his sight. He came down the stairs wearing his regular attire~ jeans, shirt and blazer.

"Ahhh....... Timing huh..... Good good..... " he said and made his way to the table.

I waited for him to sit down and eat, soon did I realize all that work I did was a waste.

"You really do take me too seriously... Don't you!! " he said laughing.

He picked up the plate and threw the food in the dustbin. I stood there watching all that he did. I couldn't believe my eyes.

"Did you really think.... that I am gonna eat the food made with your hands!!..... Like really" he said laughing even more.

I wanted to punch him right at that moment but somehow I did stop myself.

"Let me make one thing clear... " he said stepping closer to me.

I felt his hand grip my arm and pull me closer. I tried to free my self but no!

"Natasha ....don't cross my way.. I seriously don't care about your life... Make friends, party, get drunk. Or even make boyfriends.. Do anything... But if you even try once to interfere in my life, it will cost you a lot and I swear Natasha ..... I'll create bigger troubles... you are already in mess and you seriously don't want me to drag you into bigger ones.... and you know I can do it!!"

He finally left my arm. It was red. I rubbed my fingers on the red part and I saw him walk out of the house.

"I'm not even interested.... In your life!! " I said myself.

I waited for the door shut before I took in a deep breath and went upstairs.

"Get used to this.. Natasha....... Beginnings to living hell."

"I want this cabin to be sealed within half an hour ... Do you get that!? "

I went out to my own cabin and sat down on the chair.

It was 7:25 .

"Poor Natasha...... She's gonna have so much to do...... Tch tch tch...... You want to become my wife........ Let's see how the changes change you."

I couldn't control laughing thinking about the reaction she would have hearing the news Nikolaev Industries had for her.

I motioned my chair towards the window , picking up a letter from my desk.

TO,

MRS. NATASHA NIKOLAEV

It read.

"Let the game begin!!.... Wifey !... "

Just as I was enjoying , I heard the door to my cabin burst open.

I motioned back to the door and found her standing there in front of me.

"Leonid.... What the hell do you think you are doing!!! " she screamed.

"What am I doing Petrin ?! " I asked smiling

"Why did you seal my cabin ?... "

"Why means ?... I had orders from my bosses..... " I teased her.

"What do you mean ?!"

I felt her voice tense with each word. She was already fiddling with her fingers.

"I told you right.....if you want to become my wife..... you have to work hard .... "

I finally stood up , holding the letter out to her.

She motioned her hand to get a hold of the document but I had other plans. I pulled back the letter in my direction.

"Well here's a tip..... You have lots of work to do....So  let me make it easier for you .... I'll read it... Cool ?!... "

She looked at me with a blank expression while I ignored and went on to read the letter clear, loud and with utmost feelings......

"

To,

Mrs Natasha Nikolaev

Nikolaev Industries

................ ,

................. .

Ma'am,

This is to hereby inform you about a change in task that shall be conducted from the .......... . You are now appointed as the personal secretary of the CEO of the Nikolaev industries, Mr. Leonid Nikolaev ; along with your current CEO post.

We sincerely believe you would do your job with utmost sincerity.

   Thaking You

- Nikolaev Industries

"

I looked up from the paper in her direction.

Her face had turned white, as if she had seen a ghost. Her nails I saw were digging the skin of her hands, as if trying to drain all the anger out through it.

"Leonid......where is my cabin ?! "

"That's all you have Petrin ?!.... Tch tch tch..... " I said laughing.

She looked away.

" Step out .... And the room opposite to my cabin is yours.... Well its small... Actually too small.. So I guess you have to A-D-J-U-S-T somehow.... "

Man!! Her face was becoming red with anger and with each passing moment, controlling my laughter was becoming difficult.

"Fine! " she said and turned to leave.

"And Petrin !.... Its sir... Not Leonid.... And yeah.... Bring me a coffee in 10"

She left without a word.

"At least..... she could have reacted.....!!.... " I said sitting down back at my place.

"Condition one.... Accomplished... Thank you....... D-A-D..... "

~~~~~~~~~

"What does he think of himself ? !! " I said opening the room to my cabin.

Like are you serious! This room didn't have accommodation for even two people! There was a wall length window , a small desk where barely the pending files I had would fit and then there was a stool! Not even a chair?! One lamp, one tube light and a fan.

My disappointment was growing with every passing second. I regretted having accepted Sirs decision.

I kept my bag on the table and sat down on the stool, facing not the table but the window. This was the only peaceful part of the room.

I looked out. There were the roads and the people unlike my previous cabin from where I could see the oceans and everything.

God please, give me strength.

I put my head down on my lap and wanted to cry but not one drop of tear escaped from my eyes.

I was all absorbed in my disappointment when I heard the door of my cabin open.

I looked in the direction.

"What the fuck!!.... This... Is your new cabin!!.... Like seriously!! "

Oh thank god! It was Ivan.

"This is all I have now Ivan ! "

He came and sat near to me, on his knees.

"Don't be sad bestie! "

"Ivan .... What did I even do to him... "

"You married him.. Duh!! "

"Christoff sir..... "

I looked down.

"I know.... now listen to me... My Natasha isn't so weak okay!....  I half recovered from my cancer because of you.. All that hopes you used to give me.. Remember !!..... "

I looked at him and faked a smile.

"Don't give me these fake smiles now!! "

"Ivan ... I just.... This.. This phase. Is very new to me... And dealing with Leonid is.. "

I was about to finish when the door burst open.

"What is it that you don't understand Petrin !!! "

I looked at the door and stood up, so did Ivan.

"Leonid.... that... I"

"I told you to get me a coffee in 10 minutes .... " he said loudly.

"I .... I... I'll get you one. Right now.... "

"Natasha ... I ain't tolerating this shit a second time okay!!..... And its SIR!!...... "

He now turned towards Ivan.

"Are you like paid here for wasting time and chatting.... Go work! "

And having shouted he left the room.

I looked at Ivan who was already looking at me.

"I am sorry for that! " I apologized

"Its okay Natasha .... But promise me... You won't break ... And just give me a call whenever you need me..... Promise"

I nodded.

"Promise. "

"Alena..... Come sit."

She smiled at me and made her way to my lap.

"So what's up ?! " she asked entangling her hands around my neck.

"Lights and fans! "

"It was a pathetic one Leo...... "she said and laughed.

I love when she calls me Leo and her smile as usual made my day but today somehow I wanted to see that Potato face, Natasha.

" Tell me Leo..... "

I pulled her closer to me.

"Baby.....You'll come to know soon , whatever is happening...."

" Means....... Let's cut this out for the moment... "

"Why ?..... "

I could see her smile fading away.

I placed her tresses behind her ears and wrapped my hand around her waist , pulling her even more closer.

"Because I have something more important to say...... " I whispered

"Oh really...... "

"Ahhhan...... you know what..... if  I don't say this now... I won't be at peace.... "

"What is it Leo ?! "

"I... "

She raised her eyebrows and waited for me to continue.

"I.... "

"You what Leo ???! "

"I love you..... and ........... this was the thing .... that was pending last time... You told me but then Dad came..... "

"Awww... Baby.... I LOVE ..... "

The door opened. Damn why wouldn't people let us finish every time.

But then I looked at the door.

"Oh here comes my dear wife Petrin!!" I exclaimed ever so lovingly more than needed.

Alena tried getting up but I signaled her not to.

"Leon ... I mean Sir, your coffee."

"Hmm ... Quick learner .... place it here..... "

She obeyed without a word.

I could see her constantly gazing at Alena. But who did care about that. Only because Alena had insisted had I accepted this and to be true this was real fun!

I looked at Alena ,

"Baby you want something?!."

She nodded in negative.

"You can leave Petrin ! "

She turned to leave.....

"One more thing....I want the house cleaned before I reach home... Okay?!"

She didn't turn.

"Yes..... Sir.... " she said and left.

I turned my gaze towards Alena...

"It's already done!! " she exclaimed happily.

"Ahhhan..... "

"So Mr. Nikolaev  what are your plans now..... "

"Plans...... They... They keep popping up baby..... Lets see... "

"Oh really.....but don't fall for her... okay ? "

"When I already have a beautiful and caring girlfriend ... Then how can I fall for that potato face?!! "

I looked into her eyes. They were brown. There was nothing much to it though but I still kept looking at them when her phone came to life.

"Oh shit..... Leo... I need to take this call! " she said standing up with a jerk.

"Sure... "

"Ill be back.. " she said and left.

This left me curious yet again. Like she always received her calls in front of me and so did I. But these days that's nearly from the last month there's this call she takes in private. I had asked her many a times but then she never answered.

***********

"Anxiety is the most silently painful experience.

 It makes no sense and you sit there alone and suffer for an unknown reason. 

People hurt you and they don't even realize the impact they leave on the hurt soul.

You can't explain it to others and you can't  even stop it.

 It's horrible"

I kept the book aside and looked out of the window yet again.

Everyone seemed so busy . No one had time for anyone, this is how this city was~ Filled with life yet lifeless and that's how I felt at the moment. I had nothing to do.

The thought of going back home killed me and staying here was a huge burden too. Nikolaev Industries the place where I had given my everything... This is what they give me in return even when I was not at fault.

I couldn't even ask for help from Christoff sir cause I knew Leonid had forced him to do so.

I kept thinking what I could do when the door to this "New" cabin of mine opened.

I turned towards the door from the window and found Joy standing there.

Joy was the receptionist at the Nikolaev industries and with that Alena's friend. Though he never seemed to smile or hang out with her, they were friends.

"Come in Joy"

"Ma'am.. The individuals you had shortlisted for the GM post are all here... When shall we start the interviews?!... And also... Where in that case?! " He said looking at my new work place.

"This place is small isn't it?! " I said expressing my disappointment.

He nodded looking down. Joy always had my back and I knew he felt guilty because he couldn't do anything about this.

"Its okay Joy... "

"I.. I had told Christoff Sir not to change the area.... But he just..... "

I smiled at him.

"Call them at the conference hall...."

"Yes ma'am.... "

He left giving me a smile.

"Come on Natasha ,Gear up... there is no point in thinking..... Let's get working.... "

I tidied myself up and left for the conference hall with the CV's shortlisted.

I opened the door to the conference hall and settled down with the files. There were 10 shortlisted.

I heard a knock on the door....

"Come in...... "

"The first candidate is here ma'am" said Joy.

"Send him in."

I opened the file of the respective individual and the first thing that caught my eyes was the  photograph attached to the top right corner of the CV.

"It was him!"

I was tired of waiting for Alena now. She has been out for more than thirty minutes now.

I looked around my cabin and having nothing to do I went on to check on Natasha.

I opened the door and found the room empty.

"Now where she has gone ...I thought to pass my time by troubling her but ...... "

I shut the door with utter disappointment when I spotted Dad. And he was coming my way.

I stood there waiting for him to approach me and that he finally did.

"So... How's life.... " he asked.

"Not good enough..... "

"I was expecting such a reply!!...... "

"Finding someone ?!....... " I asked trying to cut the crap out of the conversation.

"Ya..... "

I raised my eyebrows.

"Joy!! "

"Joy?!..... "

"Umm... I needed him to give Natasha these files... For the GM post candidates.... "

Aaah Natasha ! And then it struck me....

"I'll give it..... " I said with willingness

"You?! "

"Ya.. Why not... "

"Are you really Leonid ... "

"Dad!!...... " I said pointing at the files.

"She's in the conference hall I guess.. "

I faked a smile and took the elevator to my new destination.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I opened the file of the respective individual and the first thing that caught my eyes was the photograph attached to the top right corner of the CV.

It was him!

I hadn't shortlisted him then how come his profile was here!! Shit !! Christoff Sir , he had selected two more candidates. God! How many more tests did you want to take at one damn time.

I was busy in the turmoil when I heard a knock on the door.

"Come In.... "

I looked up from the file towards the door.

"Good morning........ Natasha ???? " he exclaimed.

I stood up and faked a smile.

"Long time ..... " He took a step towards me.

"You may leave... " I said stubbornly

"Excuse me..... "

"I said.. You may leave.... "

"Interview..... "

"Rejected.... You may leave.... "

"What the hell..... you are still stuck on that incident ..... "

"I said...... YOU MAY LEAVE..... "

"Natasha.... It's about my career ... "

"Your career is safe ...... "A voice came from the door .

I turned to the voice.

"This was the thing left !! " I whispered to myself.

God ! Just throw these two out of my lives.

"Didn't you heard me  ... Just leave... " I repeated.

"Natasha I'm..... please.... "

"Ignore her .... You can join from tomorrow.... "

"Leonid ... Leave..... "I said eyeing him to shut but no everyone had decided not to listen to me!!

"Sir.... Natasha ..... and you... What's your name??? "

"Mack Fedor  sir.... "

"Ya so Mack ... Tomorrow 7 am.. Be there.... "

"Yes... Sir.. Thank you... "

He left.

"Leonid ... What the hell..... this was my job ...... Why the hell are you poking your nose in my area !! "

"Aww ..... feeling bad ... " he said walking in my direction.

"And on what basis did you choose him..?! "

"Why not ...... Of course he is you lovely friend .... then I had to choose him... "

"Leonid .... "

"Sir... It's Sir for you .... in the office  "

I picked up the files and decided to leave because I knew this argument would lead to nowhere and I would be in more trouble; but he grabbed my hand and pinned me to the wall.

"Leonid ..... Leave me.... "I shouted

He kept coming closer to me.

"He is your Ex right ?? " he asked raising his eyebrows.

I looked at him, amazed. This person had stalked me in one day! Like what the hell is he CID?!

"Oops sorry... he is the one who used you ... For a week???..... " he said smiling.

" Leonid... leave me ... "

"Am I right....? "

Tears were already knocking at the door of my eyes and the flashbacks were already playing at the back of my mind.

I pushed him hard and ran out of the hall wiping my tears.

I didn't once stop before I entered my cabin, I took a deep breath after closing the door.

I went and stood facing the window. I could feel the warm tears already making their way out of my eyes and I couldn't stop them.

~~~~~~~~~~~

"Okay... So Mack is Petrin's  ex ...... "

I scratched the back of my head and smiled, thanking Caderick at the back of my mind. He was the one who had got me this information.

"Come on Leonid  ... Now it's easy to tackle you wifey ...... "

I exited the conference hall and made my way back to my cabin.

I reached the floor but then I suddenly had the urge to check on Natasha .

The door to her workplace was slightly open. I peeked in and found her standing at the window and talking to her self.

"God, after all these years..... And out of all the people why do you have ... to send Mack back in my life.. that boy who played with my feelings.. Used me for a week and then... Just vanished..... You send him back to me for what..... And on top of that Leonid... He thinks everything is funny... Like he is stalking me!...... You want to see that how much more I can bear right ? .... but now I am done... I am done with this..... Now I'll show Mack, how it feels to be in pain..... And that Leonid .... "

And suddenly she stopped.

"Why did she stopped !! "I whispered

She turned towards the door and said

" If you want to listen my talks come inside and listen .... Don't stand outside Mack ..... "

I shut the door immediately.

Dude that was close! If she knew that I knew everything  ... My plan would just have backfired at me.

I rushed to my cabin with all these thoughts and shut the door.

"Natasha ..... Now what will you do !..... Lets see how strong you are ,meeting your ex everyday !! "

5:30 pm

I switched on my laptop and went through the list of backgrounds that Misha had sent me for our Music launch.

Misha , she is like a sister to me. Well she was the first one to rag me at school but then slowly we turned out to be thick friends and above all brother and sister. And ya she is Alena's best friend too.

There were just ten days for the recording and yet we were to make three songs. And handling this work, music and top of all the new "Bride! " was becoming hell difficult.

I shut down the laptop frustrated and decided heading back home.

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It was around six when I reached home and apparently found the door open.

I looked around. No one. I remembered having fired the maids. So I went upstairs.

I opened the door to the bedroom and to my utter surprise it was so clean. I looked around dreamily.

"Petrin ...... Impressive...... but where is she ?? !!"

I looked around the room just when my ears caught the noise of the water.

I looked at the bathroom door.

"Time for some fun.... Ha ha ha..... "

I switched off the lights, the room was absolutely dark and tiptoed towards the door of the washroom. I waited there for sometime and finally heard her turn off the knob, stopping the flowing water.

Soon the knob of the door turned and as soon as she stepped out I made my move...

"BOOOOOO...... " I shouted.

She screamed and I don't know what she did, pulled me for support I guess and we landed on the floor. She on top of me.

I felt a sudden amazement and on top of that she kept looking at me but didn't once tried to get up. This was a different kind of feeling. I had been spending time with Alena but this... This sudden kind of  rhopalocera effect .... this was NEW.

Her eyes... They were nothing like I had seen in Alena's eyes that were plain ,but Natasha's eyes were so deep and so expressive.

She was looking into mine as if trying to find answers, answers to the questions I knew she feared asking.

She stood up suddenly, breaking my trance.

"Leonid...What is all this ? !! "

"What ???? "

She went and switched on the lights, blurring my vision for a moment.

I rubbed my eyes and looked in her direction.

"Why did you switched off the lights ??? " she asked.

"And why did you fell over me ? !! " I snapped back at her.

"You screamed suddenly."

"Yeah... but that doesn't mean you would fall over me !! "

She muttered cursing me under her breathe.

I stood up.

"Don't even trying sticking to me... " I said in my defense.

I could see her anger raising.

"And and... What the hell are you doing in my room.... Get the hell out of here... you can take any other room ... Not this... And take all this shit stuff of yours and out from here" I said pointing at her luggage.

"Leonid ...... These idiotic pranks.... Its lame okay!! "

And with this she took her luggage and walked out if the room.

"Its just the beginning..... Petrin !! " I said laughing and shut the door.

  ***********

I moved in to a room far away from his, provided all other rooms were locked. It seemed he had planned it all. Nevertheless I found it more suitable to stay here than with that Monkey Monster.

The room was comparatively small but peaceful. There was one single bed and even though my height wasn't much, I knew I wouldn't fit in it. It was so small. There was a washroom attached to it. And also the other stuff. One dressing arena, one bedside table and there was a window too, though the scenery wasn't like the previous one but anyways.

I kept my stuff at their respective places and freshened up. I had no hope for food cause I knew if I stepped out of this room I had to see his face and most importantly the day was a mess so I read some lines from that special book before I laid down on the bed.

"Life never stopped, no matter what happened, it never stopped. 

 It forced us to move on and fight, when all we wanted to do was give up and fall.

 Life never stopped and it never allowed to stop

 And that fills us with both grief and gratitude."

I stared blankly at the white ceiling and then at the fan which went round and round at a constant speed.

I seemed to be draining out of energy. The surroundings seemed to fade away and soon I was lost in my dream arenas .

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I didn't know for how long I slept. But nevertheless it felt good. I stretched my arms and rubbed my eyes when suddenly

my eyes fell on the clock.

7:15 am

Holy crow! I had fifteen minutes to reach work. I hurriedly dressed up and left.

7:45 am

I ran inside the building. I was 15 minutes late for the first time.

I saw Joy looking at me in surprise.

I smiled at him and left for my cabin.

The lift door opened to my floor and I stepped out. I started walking towards my room when I heard shouts from Leonid's cabin. I recognized the other voice to be Anya ma'am's.

I stood silently at the door and listened.....

"Leonid ... I want this work to be finished by the end of this week .... "

"Anya... you know that ... I have to make songs .... there's just a week left... "

"You really think I care for your songs... Oops.... I don't... But ya....these files must be there on my table at end of this week ...... "

"Anya....... "

"You have less time ... But that's all because of your laziness.... You kept things pending and its none of my business now....... The work should be completed... "

I found a pat on my back. I turned around.

Oh god! I could kill Leonid for this.

"What are you doing ?? "

" It's none of your concern....and why do you want to know ? !! "

"General Knowledge.... "

"Mack ... Just leave."

I heard Anya ma'am bang her fists on the table. And I don't know for what reasons I felt bad. Leonid was known for singing. Music seemed to drain away all his anger and fear. It was known to all that he and his band were signing a deal but Anya ma'am, she was only concerned with things that mattered to her. I never understood why Leonid was working here at the first place. Anyways, it just wasn't my business.

"Natasha ..... "

God! Can't he see I am busy. Why can't he just leave.

"You know what! " I said turning towards him.

"You stay here ... I'm going .... "

I entered my cabin.

I took a deep breath and kept the files and the bag I was carrying on the table.

" Natasha focus. " I said to myself and looked around the room. None of my files were pending so, I decided going for a round.

I stepped out but he was still standing there.

"Natasha .... I need to talk to you.... "

"Mack...This is not a cafe to sit and talk .... "

I started walking and he kept on following me.

"Natasha ...... Please..... "

"Natasha ......... "

He kept on pleading.

"Just once and that's it.... After that... You need not talk..... Please.... "

I found every one looking and waiting for me to answer. Damn! Like every time I had to be in such a situation where I had no other option but to say a yes.

"Okay fine... 10 minutes ... Lunch time... "

"Thank you so much.... " he smiled at me.

"Now if you don't realize... I have work.... "

I exited the area as fast as I could.

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I went through the files of nearly all the staffs and noticed that the sales was rising. This did give me a relief.

I went around through some more files, finally reaching Ivan's desk.

I smiled at him as he handed over his file to me. I really was impressed.

"Ivan ... Your department is really doing good.... "

"It had to be as I'm the Head .. " he said patting his own back.

"Ahhhh..... "

"Natasha.... will you come along for lunch ?....?? "

"No... I have some work... "

"Please Natasha ..... I know you are meeting Mack... you can join me after talking with him !!"

"Are you like spying on me!! "

"No... Joy told me.... "

"I shouldn't have said a yes" I said in disappointment.

"Give him a chance sissy .... "

"You are saying this ??? ..... "

Ivan was going to tell something when I heard someone calling my name.

"Natasha .... "

"And here comes your hubby !!.... " teased Ivan .

I raised my eyebrows when I realized that I was going to be bashed heavily. It was 8:45 and I still hadn't served him his coffee.

"Ivan ... I gotta go.... he , for sure gonna create some scene ... bye ! "

He smiled at him and I made my way to Leonid's direction , mentally preparing myself to get heavily taunted and bashed.

I was completely prepared and mentally alert when I finally reached Leonid .

"My coffee !! "

He looked at me without any expression, absolutely blank.

"Sorry.... 5 minutes... "

"Be there..... "

He left.

This was odd. He didn't scold me?!

God is he alright !! He didn't behave rudely with me. Like I had never seen this side of Leonid . But I knew it wouldn't last for long. Having over heard his and Anya ma'am's conversation in the morning , I knew I would be in a mess soon. I knew whenever he was questioned about his music , it hurt. It hurt him bad.

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I entered with his coffee in his cabin.

I found him walking up and down the length of his room , talking to someone over the phone.

"Yes Caderick ......no dude ... She doesn't care about that deal... and those people.. They'll be here by the end of the week..... And I have no idea how to... And how the hell will we make three songs in ten days.... "

He kept on saying the same thing.

"Sir your coffee.... " I finally said.

He signaled me to keep it on his table. I did so.

I turned to leave but he held my hand.

I looked at his grip and then at him.

He finally hanged up, kept his phone back in his blazer and turned his gaze towards me.

He held on to my hand as he spoke.

"You ain't returning home before 10 tonight"

I freed my hand from his grip.

"Excuse me?! "

"My friends are gonna come ... And I don't want any trouble!! " he said.

"Leonid .... You have lost it.... where will I go till 10 !! "

"That's for you to look out... anyways what's his name ... yeah Mack right .... Go to his place.... Stay tonight there if you want.... But don't you dare enter before 10!! "

Now I realized why he was polite out there. Like what stupid plans. His friends are coming , so what am I supposed to do!! And like seriously he thinks I am going to spend my time with Mack.

"Leonid ... I am not"

He pulled me by my arm, closer to him. I tried to free myself yet again but his grip on my arm was way to firm.

His fingers hurt me badly.

"Listen Natasha ...... I have to compose my songs .... And if you come there .. Neither of my friends will tolerate that ..... I have promised them no disturbance.... So just don't... "

I looked at him and I had guessed it right. He yet again wanted to show his superiority against Anya . His eyes were burning with anger and I realized opposing this could actually turn out bad.

He left me with a jerk.

I looked at him and then at those files on his desk.

He waited for an answer but I delivered none. He yet waited for few more seconds, rolled his eyes and left the cabin .

I stood there all alone yet thinking what do to about this new issue.

I looked around the room and soon again my eyes caught those files on his desk.

I went through one of the file.

"God ... This boy has 27 to dos!!! "

I closed the file , kept it back in place and stood there with my hands folded to my chest.

I knew he couldn't finish those files and the Volkov's Industries would be coming to invigilate and sign the deal by next Monday, that left exactly seven days! 

And yeah did I mention that Volkov Industries is one of our rivals and Alena's brother Hakett Volkov is the Owner of that company.

I soon realized Anya ma'am's point, and she shouting and yelling at Leonid in the morning was justified.

Having known Leonid and Anya ma'm's relation, I knew Leonid wouldn't do those files and even if he did he wouldn't even finish half and if this deal slipped out of our hands, it would cost us loads.

And hence finally there wasn't any option left. So I decided finishing those files myself.

~~~~~~~~~

"Yes Misha my place... We'll try to figure out what can be done...........  no ..... I have asked her to stay out of the house.... But please don't be late..... Bye... "

I hanged up and walked straight out of the building.

I needed some time off. Handling so many things would really be tough and I knew that well. For now I kept music on top and decided those files and Petrin could wait.

I walked down the busy roadways and finally found a suitable place for me by the shore.

I sat there listening to the waves. They broke on the sand and again swept back into the water body. Seas always amazed me. I had memories , Loads of them. They kinda soothed me from inside.

I took in a deep breath and finally closed by eyes when something unusual happened.

I opened my eyes in shock , took a deep breath yet again and closed my eyes again.

The same thing played in front of my eyes.

"Natasha"

Was she affecting me already?! Why was I seeing her and not Alena ! And not even my other friends for that case ?

Our conversions a few minutes back kept on playing. I knew I had hurt her. But I was not a bit sorry for that. Being rude was necessary, after all she had ruined my life.

I tired keeping those thoughts aside. But they wouldn't go.

Her face wincing in pain , when I held her arms kept playing in front of my eyes. There seemed to grow a sudden guilt.

I sat there for some more time , staring into the distance, trying to view as far as possible and finally decided to apologize.