The wounds have dried ,

The scars are still there ,

They remind me of our pain ,

Now it's time for us to heal together .

If love I get in return

I am ready to endure the pain you grant ,

We are all we have , we are all we need ,  

Time , beyond and forever .

And with the new dawn breaking ,

With new dreams shaping ,

I watch the sun is rising ,

With the belief of a new beginning .

#love #relationships #pain #newbeginning #hope #dreams #time

Falling down always induce instant shame

And incapability regardless of the parameters.

As I went deeper , I lost my balance

And fell down deeper gracefully in a cinematic manner.

Though my heart thumped down with fear of drowning

And my consciousness went wired off ,

I just saw the gigantic aquatic plants float above

Glowing with the shimmering stars ,

A bliss of stardust scattered all along the depths touched all over me

And I realized falling down is the biggest gift that can happen to one ,

And I don't need to resist ,

Instead I can try to get along the flow

Gracefully easing my moments

With the vibrant world underneath

As I was falling deep within !

#positivevibes #moon #stars #soulsearch #nature #solitude #isolation #love #life #death #enlightenment #peace #heaven #paradise #harmony #soul

When I made my inner senses to move forward

Into the seducing lake of stars ,

I stood there as a cup which was half filled and half empty

So was my mind !

As I marched every step deeper into the lake ,

There came into the view of the only

Mysterious, magnificient, hypnotising

Ball of purity, the moon !

You pulled me like the tidal waves

Into the silent part of the lake

As I stood motionless contemplating on you .

"Afriel, I am yours, only yours for this lifetime, then why are you so insecure? Baby, let it all out. You need to".

Jenkins explained patiently and Afriel just crashed into his arms holding his neck.

"I don't know. I don't know why I feel so insecure. Trust me, I don’t have any issue with your past . But I don't know what's bothering me. It's just that I want to be the one you love. The only one you touch. The only one you kiss. The only one who knows you in and out, maybe more than yourself ? The only one who has the right to see you in your most vulnerable state. The only one you freaking show all your anger, aggression and passion to. I don't know Jenkins. I just dont ..." Afriel just sobbed into his neck while he held her tightly and listened to her rant.

"Baby, so what do you actually want?" Jenkins asked her, politely.

"Make love to me." Her reply shocked his senses completely.

"Afriel? Baby there's no need for all that. You and I both know that this is not what you want right now. This is not the right way to fight insecurities. Listen ..."

He did not want her to rush into anything when she was at her vulnerable worst.

"Jenkins shhh enough Do you think that I am doing this because I am insecure ? No Jenkins. I need you. I need to know that you have never felt this way before with anybody else. Be it Alena or whoever. I need to feel you as close to me as possible. I need to know that I belong to you and nobody else. Jenkins please. I need to know that you need me as much as I need you. I just do Jenkins. Please?" Afriel cried into his arms. "Are you very, very sure?" Jenkins asked, his tone filled with raw emotions. Their emotions were definitely running high in the bedroom. One was vulnerable, in search of her lost self and the other? He was trying to reach out to her and bring her back. Afriel nodded her head and just fused her lips with his, kissing him deeply. Their lips were talking a language of their own while their souls engaged in a conversation of their own. Jenkins held Afriel's waist with one hand and the other on the back of her head and gently laid her on the bed, hovering over her. Making her comfortable, he leaned down and kissed Afriel. Just a simple, plain kiss, yet there was nothing simple or plain about it. He held her so softly that she just wished he would never let go, because he was her home. Jenkins trailed kisses from her lips to her cheeks to her neck, making her giggle. His arms moved towards her tummy, lifting her shirt up and then he himself moved towards her tummy, placing wet kisses all over her naval. He again went to her face, holding it in his hands,she just placed her lips on his, her hands entangled in his hair, pulling him close. Soon all was forgotten except the passion that over took them. Jenkins began kissing her aggressively, pouring all his intensity into her.

Rendering her breathless, he pulled apart, slowing getting up as he pulled Afriel along with him. He made both of them stand on the edge of the bed making Afriel all confused. He inched closer, his hands crawling inside her t-shirt and he held her bare waist pushing her more towards himself. His fingers slowly started pushing her t-shirt up, exposing every bit of her slowly. As he lifted her t-shirt, his hands brushed against the underside of her bosoms, sending shivers down her spine. And with a sudden pull, he peeled the t-shirt off her completely. She went red and looked down unable to meet his gaze. Instinctively, she used her arms to shield her body from his piercing gaze but he held her wrists and twisted them behind her back, making sure not to hurt her. He then leaned close and growled into her ears.

"You know what we are going to do now? Make love. So that I can push you onto the bed, get on top of you while you wrap your legs around my waist. I want to bite your bottom lip, kiss and run my tongue up the side of your neck and nibble your ear, have your nails dig into my back, moaning your loudest, our hearts racing, running my hands and fingertips all over your body. Because. I. Want. You. Just. You." Jenkins whispered into her ears, trailing his fingers across her tummy, giving her goosebumps. Normally, she knew a hundred different things about him but at that moment, she couldn't even remember her own name. There was sudden possessive glint in his eyes as he bit the sensitive area under her earlobe and she hissed.

"This is going to be one long day babe." He whispered before pushing her onto the bed and climbing over her, as promised. He kissed her chin, then her jaw and then her throat making her moan in pleasure. She just lay there giving in to his loving tortures. Afriel couldn't take it no more and flipped their positions, climbing on top of him. She entwined their fingers, her legs on either side of his waist, completely straddling him. She flipped he hair, putting it on all side and smiled at him. She slowly pulled him up, making him sit and untangled their fingers. Jenkins was just waiting and seeing as to what she wanted to do and hence followed every silent command of hers. She took both his hands and placed them on her back, exactly on the clasp of her bra. To say that Jenkins was stunned was an understatement. Was she doing everything knowingly? Of course not. It was not her but her emotions and raw feelings that were talking. Everything that she was doing came naturally to her and she didn't have to particularly think as to what she would do next. Afriel placed her hands on his shoulder and blinked her eyes in assurance as Jenkins's hands remained frozen on her back. As softly as he could, Jenkins unclasped her bra, sliding the straps of her shoulders, exposing her chest. He pushed forward and began placing wet kisses on her shoulder blade as her hands moved to tug on his black roots. He kissed her all over her shoulders and neck making her grip on his hair tighten. Jenkins then dipped a little and placed a soft kiss just above her heart and looked at Afriel trying to gauge her reaction. She was just enjoying every touch of his, and moaning due to the pure pleasure gripping her senses. He turned them around abruptly, falling on the bed with him on top of her, their bare chests colliding with each other, sending a spark. Jenkins took her lips in his mouth entirely, sucking and biting them as if they were his favorite candy. His tongue met hers, and they danced celebrating the union of their owners. As things heated up, Jenkins moved to her cleavage and kissed her there, leaving her gasping. It was no more their bodies ravishing each other, rather it was their souls that were ravishing each other in anticipation of their upcoming union. All the gentleness gone, Jenkins moved upward again and harshly bit her neck and throat giving her various hickeys. He moved down to her cleavage again, biting her there and marking one more part of her, as his. His hands moved of their own accord and cupped her bosoms, making her hiss and then she stiffened. His every touch was devastating her senses completely and ruining her in the most beautiful way. Jenkins immediately stopped, his hands just laying there and looked at her.

"If you are uncomfortable, we can stop here. Please don't force yourself into this Afriel. Please." Jenkins literally begged her again. Making love to Afriel had been something that he had wanted for a long time now but he wanted it to happen at the right time and in the right moment. He wanted them to feel every bit of the passion, the love and the possession while they shed not just their clothes but all their inhibitions, insecurities, fear, everything. For him, it was never just a physical act. For him, there was huge difference between having sex and making love, the latter being what he preferred or more precisely, wanted. Making love was something which was divine being the purest form of showing how much you love and care about someone and Jenkins didn't want that they end up satiating just their bodies and not their souls. Maybe that's why he was constantly pleading her to stop him, in case she wasn't even a tiny bit sure. He wanted her to live the moment. He wanted their first time to be special and not just some random deed that happened because of pure physical needs. He wanted that every touch of his conveyed how lucky he was to have the beautiful woman that she was, as his soulmate. He wanted her to know with every kiss, exactly how he could spend the rest of his life making love to her soul for an eternity. As he looked at her, he found her smiling and her eyes moist. What he couldn't convey through his words, he managed to convey through his eyes. She just pecked his forehead in reassurance and he smiled, his eyes moist too. What they were about to experience was that moment which wasn't going to come back to them ever. It was probably the single most special moment of their lives.

He softly squeezed her bosoms, making her twitch and turn under him. The next moment found his mouth placed on her soft mound as he sucked it gently. Placing soft kisses all over, he moved to it's twin, sucking and kissing it as well. He moved lower and kissed every inch of her belly, muttering I love you(s) after every kiss. Afriel just clenched her fists on either side of her, arching her back, giving him better access. Moving lower, he removed her shorts and undergarments, leaving her completely and utterly exposed. Afriel in that most vulnerable yet beautiful state was just for his eyes only. A feeling of pride and possession took over his senses as he stared at her face. Afriel immediately closed her eyes due to shyness as some alien feelings and sensations took over. Jenkins got rid of all the remaining clothes from his body as well and covered them with a duvet. Holding her hands above her head, coaxing her to open her eyes and looking deep into them, he lowered himself onto her slowly and Afriel just screamed, her tears falling. Though he was being gentle, she was never used to such a feeling that she couldn't take it in completely immediately. Caressing her forehead, Jenkins kissed her eyes, whispering sweet nothings into her ears calming her down. Once she got used to the sensation, he pulled out and drove into her once again making her scream his name, in the loudest tone possible. As he began thrusting in and out, Afriel just held his shoulders, her nails digging deep into his shoulder blades, leaving marks. And with one last thrust, he completely ruptured her virginity and finally claimed her for himself. What a beautiful chaos the pair of them were, their bodies entangled in each other's and their souls finally at peace having united with their other halves.

~They briskly slipped into an intimacy from which they never recovered .

#love

#soulmates

#mature

#rrated

#intimacy

#night

#bliss

Dreams are the pathway of thorns,

That helps you discover the purpose of life,

And finally to your destination ,the bed of roses.

I also dreamt to become someone I want,

And my dreams started to shape up,

Only to be shattered by you before it comes true.

You wanted me to be who you are,

Running like a headless chicken, 

Aimlessly towards the supreme notes.

Now my life is like alcohol,

It burns and melts every moment.

And I'm like a flickering lamp,

That my hope had started dwindling.

Hope my steps don't halt.

See past the shore ,

You would know what I think 

Remove your veil of obstinacy

And look beyond the curtain

Trust yourself like I do, 

Aim to touch the sky like I do

And your dreams and passion 

Would come alive.  

Leonid grumbled in his sleep ,murmuring groggily, he turned onto his side, hand automatically sliding on to the mattress to reach for his wife. Only to encounter nothing but cold sheets. Still woozy, he opened his eyes and slowly sat up straight, looking about the empty bedroom washed in the soft dim lights.

Confused, he rubbed his gritty eyes and turned to look at the bedside clock. 3:18 AM, it blinked.

Figures, he mused and sighing, climbed down and headed towards the terrace garden. As he had predicted, he found her curled up on the chaise, gazing up at the stars barely visible in the gleaming faraway lights of the city that never slept.

Not bothering to put on a shirt, he purposefully strode out onto the terrace and went to stand behind the chaise.

Smiling to herself, Natasha continued stare ahead. 

"You should be in bed."

"And you should be there with me," Leonid retorted before leaning in to peck her on the forehead.

"I couldn't sleep," she mumbled, not quiet meeting his gaze.

Saying nothing, he walked around and stretched out next to her. Silently, she scooted over to make room of him and then curled into his side, tucked her legs left bare by her night shirt next to his and rested her head onto that perfect spot on his shoulder. In a move made graceful with practice, he wrapped his arms around her and started to gently trial his fingers through her unruly hair, trying to dispel the stiffness of her back and shoulders.

For a long while, the two of them stayed quietly cuddled in, letting the gentle breeze, fragrant with the aroma of night blooming jasmine wash over the two of them. Lost in thought and observing the kaleidoscopes of restful constellations that shimmered above them.

"You don't have to tell me about it if you don't want to," he whispered after a pause and felt the tension finally leave her on forlorn sigh.

Exhaling, Natasha draped an arm across his chest and snuggled into him. 

"I just didn't want to wake you."

"You didn't have to," Leonid said gently. 

"All you had to do was hold onto me."Unable to counter that, she closed her eyes. 

"I'm sorry," she muttered against his neck.

"No, baby, don't," he said and pressed a hard kiss onto her forehead. 

"There's nothing to be sorry about. I just wish you won't leave our bed every time you have a nightmare."

"I can't help it," she murmured and angling her head towards him, cupped his cheek. "You know it has nothing to do with trust, right? I do trust you, Leonid, I just..." She trailed off and shook her head, once again burrowing into him.

"I know that." He tightened his arms around her. 

"I know you trust me, I don't doubt it. Not for a single second." He paused for a breath and forced himself to voice thoughts that nagged at his inside. 

"What I don't understand is why you insist on hiding this part of you away from me."

"Because I don't want this darkness inside me to touch you!" Natasha scrambled away from him and towards the stone railing, taking deep breaths as she tried to calm her ragging heart.

Quietly, he walked to where she stood and wrapped his arms around her from behind, "Don't call it that," he whispered against her temple. "It's not a darkness, Natasha."

Sighing, she leaned back against his chest. "I beg to differ for its nothing but," she replied softly. "The dark obscurities of my blurred memories have covered everything I have ever had for as long as I can remember. I couldn't even save my brother from them," she said in a hoarse voice. "Every time I had a nightmare, I couldn't help but reach for him. But with you," she sighed and turned his arms to look at him with misty eyes.

"With you it's the opposite, Leonid. Now, when I wake up with a scream strangled in my throat, I just want to run. Run to a place where you won't be able to hear it." She buried her face against his heart, hands clenched across his bare back. 

"Somewhere, anywhere where my past does not catch up with you. Can you understand that?" She tilted her head to look at him, imploring him to understand. 

"My weakness almost smothered the lights of my brother's childhood. I can't allow it to touch you and affect what we are building here."

"Why not?" He countered gently, making her frown at him. "I have quiet a bit of a darkness of my own, too, you know. And it has touched you time and again." He cupped her face in both his hands. "Has it changed the way you look at me? Changed anything that hasn't been for the better? No, right?"

She shook her head. "That's different."

He arched an eyebrow. "Is it? How so?"

"Because... because it's... it's you!" Floundering she moved away from him and began to pace.

He leaned against the parapet and crossing his arms across his chest, frowned at her. "What is that supposed to mean?"

"Just that!" She responded passionately and continued to pace back and forth, hands flapping in the air. "It's you... there are so many shades to you. Every time I turn around, I come across a hue I've never seen before."

Flushing a little, Leonid cleared his throat and shook his head. "That's... not me."

"Of course it is!" Scowling, she faced him now, hands clenched along the sides. "Even your supposed darkness... there's a... a fire to it. You... you're like a thousand rainbows," she whispered, looking into his darkening gaze. "No amount of darkness could ever diminish you."

Lips pursed, he watched her silently for a breath or two. "You know what?" He began sardonically. "I think you've lost your bloody mind!"

She gawked at him. "What?!" She scowled at him mutinously. "How dare you, you stupid beastly cat -"

"Don't call me that!" Very well aware of her churning temper, he reached out and quickly yanked her to him before she could flounce away angrily to look for something new to throw at him. "Shut up and listen. Everything that you just described, all of that is you. And no, shush, it's your turn to listen now, Natasha," he said in warning, wrapping his tightly around her waist when she tried to wiggle away. "I think that you are forgetting the man you are married to," he said suddenly and froze her struggles. "The one who's rude, obnoxious, snobbish and egoistical, remember?"

she tried to interrupt. "But that's -"

"Shut up," he warned again and continued when she closed her mouth sulkily and nodded. "I am the man who takes what he wants, consequences be damned, yes? The one who doesn't smile and isn't polite? My only saving grace is that my rigid smolder happens to be very sexy."

The roguish grin on his face was so infectious that Natasha couldn't help but chuckle. Smiling, Leonid rested his forehead against hers.

"I am a darkness sprinkled with diminutive beams of light," he whispered, looking into her apprehensive gaze. "You are a light tarnished with spots of dusk. I am not the rainbow, darling, you are. You are the gold to my gloom," he murmured, gently swiping away the lone tear that trailed down her cheek. "I, the shadow to your sun. Together, we form a shade and a tint. Two pigments on the opposite corners of a color wheel, maybe, but connected nonetheless." He gently cupped her face in both his hands. "And what you call darkness, I think of it as a refraction of sorts. One that just makes you that much more dazzling to me."

Unable to stop herself, she buried her face in his neck and held on to him. Sighing, he wrapped his arms tightly around her and pecked her on the forehead.

"Don't turn away from me, Natasha, don't hide yourself," he muttered against her. "There's no part of you that is not beautiful to me. No corner I wish to leave unexplored."

Sniffling, Natasha nodded against him.

Cupping her chin, Leonid raised her face to his. "Do we have a deal?"

A radiant smile glowed across her face as she looked at him. "We have a deal," she whispered and rising onto her tiptoes, gently set her lips on his to seal it. Linking her arms across his neck, she kissed him with all the tenderness she could muster, trying to tell him without words all the things she couldn't say.

Sighing into her mouth, he tilted his head to deepen the kiss even as he picked her up, making her wrap her legs around his waist. Mouths still fused together, Leonid tightened his arms around her and carried his wife to bed. 

When does a person becomes an artist ?

When the pain is unendurable ,

They express themselves by poems or paintings and much more.

The pain that are sweet to the hearts ,

Always stays in the hearts .

The glassy eyes are more valuable than the wet ones .  

"You know what we are going to do now ? Make love. So that I can push you onto the bed, get on top of you while you wrap your legs around my waist. I want to bite your bottom lip, kiss and run my tongue up the side of your neck and nibble your ear, have your nails dig into my back, moaning your loudest, our hearts racing, running my hands and fingertips all over your body. Because. I. Want. You. Just. You."

He whispered into her ears, trailing his fingers across her tummy, giving her goosebumps. Normally, she knew a hundred different things about him but at that moment, she couldn't even remember her own name. There was sudden possessive glint in his eyes as he bit the sensitive area under her earlobe and she hissed. "This is going to be one long day babe." He whispered before pushing her onto the bed and climbing over her, as promised. He kissed her chin, then her jaw and then her throat making her moan in pleasure. She just laid there giving in to his loving tortures.

Soon she couldn't take it any more and flipped their positions, climbing on top of him. She entwined their fingers, her legs on either side of his waist, completely straddling him. She flipped her hair, putting it on one side and smiled at him. She slowly pulled him up, making him sit and untangled their fingers. He was just waiting and seeing as to what she wanted to do and hence followed every silent command of hers. She took both his hands and placed them on her back, exactly on the clasp that acted as a barrier. To say that he was stunned was an understatement. Was she doing everything knowingly ? Of course not. It was not her but her emotions and raw feelings that were talking. Everything that she was doing came naturally to her and she didn't have to particularly think as to what she would do next. She placed her hands on his shoulders and blinked her eyes in assurance as his hands remained frozen on her back. As softly as he could ,he followed her command ,exposing her. He pushed forward and began placing wet kisses on her shoulder blade as her hands moved to tug on his black roots. He kissed her all over making her grip on his hair tighten. He then dipped a little and placed a soft kiss just above her heart and looked at her trying to gauge her reaction. She was just enjoying every touch of his, and moaning due to the pure pleasure gripping her senses. He turned them around abruptly, falling on the bed with him on top of her, rubbing with each other, sending a spark. He took her lips in his mouth entirely, his tongue met hers, and they danced celebrating the union of their owners .

 Later things heated up, all the gentleness gone as he moved down kissing and biting her all over muttering 'I Love You(s)' , marking her his and leaving her hissing and  stiffened. His every touch was devastating her senses completely and ruining her in the most beautiful way.  It was no more their bodies ravishing each other, rather it was their souls that were ravishing each other in anticipation of their upcoming union. 

Making love to her had been something that he had wanted for a long time now but he wanted it to happen at the right time and in the right moment. He wanted them to feel every bit of the passion, the love and the possession while they shed not just their clothes but all their inhibitions, insecurities, fear, everything. For him, it was never just a physical act. For him, there was huge difference between having se* and making love, the latter being what he preferred or more precisely, wanted. Making love was something which was divine being the purest form of showing how much you love and care about someone and he didn't want that they end up satiating just their bodies and not their souls. He wanted her to live the moment. He wanted their first time to be special and not just some random deed that happened because of pure physical needs.

His every touch on her conveyed how lucky he was to have the beautiful woman that she was, as his soulmate and his every kiss conveyed ,exactly how he could spend the rest of his life making love to her soul for an eternity. As he looked at her, he found her smiling and her eyes moist. What he couldn't convey through his words, he managed to convey through his eyes. She just pecked his forehead in reassurance and he smiled, his eyes moist too. What they were about to experience was that moment which wasn't going to come back to them ever. It was probably the single most special moment of their lives.

They got rid of all the remaining clothes from their body and covered them with a duvet. Holding her hands above her head, coaxing her to open her eyes and looking deep into them, he lowered himself onto her slowly and she just screamed, her tears falling. Though he was being gentle, she was never used to such a feeling that she couldn't take it in completely immediately. Caressing her forehead, he kissed her eyes, whispering sweet nothings into her ears calming her down. Once she got used to the sensation, he drove into her once again making her scream his name, in the loudest tone possible. As he began, she just held his shoulders, her nails digging deep into his shoulder blades, leaving marks. And with one last thrust, he completely ruptured her virginity and finally claimed her for himself. 

It was raining outside. Puddles everywhere and the city was drenched... He hated this kind of atmosphere... He didn't like rain...

As soon as he saw that it will start raining he ran into a nearest cafe with his guitar in his hand...

He sat on a farthest table where no one can see him or disturb him...

A waiter came to his table and asked about his order... He said " Black coffee with no sugar"

He was used to having absence of sweetness in his life then why not from his coffee too...

With a bored look on his face he was sitting there... People were entering into the cafe as it has started raining...

Most of the tables were occupied

Almost whole cafe was full...

Then his eyes fell on this girl...

He didn't know why... But he couldn't turn his eyes away from her...

She was there... Sitting on a table just beside the huge glass windows with a book in her hand and her head was buried into the book without the care of outside world...

That's how he found her for the first time...

He was surprised to see this innocent baby faced girl in this cruel city... That too all alone...

Suddenly his protective instincts kicked in, he was damn surprised to feel this for an unknown girl...

He just kept staring her...

Waiter brought his coffee and broken his trance...

He started taking sips of his black coffee while studying her.... Intently... Just like she was reading that book... Intently...

Her soft silky long hair were framing her face to the perfection...

Cute baby face

Slender nose

With perfect rosy lips

But he wanted to see her eyes...

Suddenly he was glaring at the book that she was reading... Because that book was preventing him to see her eyes...

The same waiter went to her table...

The whole cafe was a bit silent so he was hoping to hear her voice...

"What would you like to have Ma'am Afriel !! ??"

She was startled at first from his voice but composed herself after few seconds...

And that's when she lifted her eyes from that book...

He was mesmerized by looking at her dark brown doe shaped eyes... He found himself getting lost in them...

He was overjoyed like he has won a lottery because not only he got to see her eyes but he got to know her name too...

Which was perfect for His perfect Girl...

Afriel ...

He was shocked...

He called her HIS!!???

How can he call some random girl "HIS"...

His heart denied this... She is not just a random girl... She is special

Now he was waiting for her reply and to listen to her melodious voice...

Afriel smiled upon seeing that waiter...

He felt his heartbeat skipped at her smile... She was looking gorgeous with that cute smile adoring her face...

" I will have a Dark Coffee with extra sugar please.... "

Her voice...

At that moment he knew that he has fallen.. Way too deep for this girl... He is in love with this girl... Afriel ...

Waiter left after taking her order...

And she went to read her book again..

For the first time he wanted to talk to some girl... Because of his fame and rock-star stardom he is used to have girls throwing themselves on him... But for the first time he wanted to talk to this girl...

He was nervous

He scolded himself for that

"Dude you are Oliver Murphy ... No need to be nervous about talking to her... U can do this... Now man up and Go...."

After giving himself a pep talk he walked towards her table...

He reached to her table but she had no idea about his presence

He cleared his throat and spoke..

"Excuse me..."

She looked up at him...

Not believing her own eyes...

Oliver Murphy was standing in front of her... The Oliver Murphy .... The Rock-star ....

He saw her eyes going wide on seeing him... Recognition flashed through her eyes... He was glad for his stardom for the first time...

He loved seeing the display of various expressions on her face... She was looking too cute for her own good that he just wanted to kiss her right there...

But he composed himself...

He knew that she won't speak first so he thought to start the conversation..

"Hi I'm Oliver Murphy ."

That brought her out of her la la land...

" Hi I know who u r... By the way I'm Afriel Lloyd."

He loved the way she introduced herself in calm manner and not jumping on him after seeing him..

"Oh that's great... Can I sit here on this table with you if you don't mind...!!??

He sent a prayer... Please let her say yes...

And that's how he prayed for the first time in last 7 years...

He was shocked with this discovery too... But he smiled to himself... HIS COFFEE GIRL can make him do anything...

She was surprised after hearing his question but she decided to say yes... So she won't sound rude...

"Umm yeah sure"

"Thank you Afriel."

He loved the way her name rolled through his tongue and that sent shivers to Afriel after hearing her name from his voice...

"So you are a medical student !! ???"

While noticing her book he asked...

"Oh yes... I'm in final year.

"Oh so a brainy ?"

She chuckled at this

And he fell in love with that sound

He wanted to make her smile for the rest of the life...

"I know you must be thinking that what am I doing here ... And I will come to the point because I've never done this before...

I saw you for the first time just before half an hour... I was sitting on that table in the corner...

I want you to listen to me first... Then you can speak anything and I won't stop you but just hear me out first... Will you!!???

Afriel was so confused and she had this adorable confused puppy look on her face that Oliver couldn't help to fall in love with...

But still she nodded her head...

"I'm the only child of my parents... My mom passed away before 7 years ago in a car accident... Since then I had forgotten to smile... My dad married to this another woman after that... But she is just a gold digger who married to a man who is 25 years older than her just because of his money... Since then my dad stopped caring about me too... I've only one best friend who is like my family....... Since last 7 years he is the only one who has been my support through all of these... I don't trust myself with anyone else... Due to all of these I've anger issues... But I lash out on only those people who piss me off badly... So all in all I'm the rock-star Oliver Murphy with a lonely life and no one to depend on...

Afriel had tears in her eyes after listening about his life... He saw this and he was dumbfounded because till now no one has cried for him ever... He was hoping so badly that she won't give him those pitiful looks but again his COFFEE GIRL beat him to that...

What he saw in her eyes were...

Pain

Sorrow

And last but not the least

Respect

What she did next shocked him to the core...

She slowly reached for his hand which was placed on the table, slightly afraid that he won't like her touch... But she waved that thought away from her mind and listened to her heart...

He was staring at her each and every moment

She held his hand and spoke slowly....

"You are the Strongest person I've ever seen Oliver and your mother is so proud of you today for the person that you have become...."

2 things shocked him the most...

First.. She didn't give him those pitiful looks and she found him strong..

Second... She used IS for his mother... Not WAS OR WOULD HAVE BEEN... That means she thinks that his mother is still alive just like he does...And she thought that his mother is proud of him and that one line gave him the peace that he had never felt in past 7 years...

And in that moment he knew that she is the one for him. She is the Angel that his mother sent for him.. Just for him...

He smiled truly for the first time in these years..

"Thank you Afriel ..."

And he reached to wipe her tears...

"Thank you for hearing me out and thank you for not judging me like everyone has done..."

Afriel gave him her cute smile in return...

"But I've something else to tell you too..."

"I'm all ears Oliver"

"I don't know how and when but I fell in love with a girl ... I have seen her for the first time, that too for few minutes.... I'm in love with her smile... I'm in love with her nature... I'm in love with how she is so courageous and generous.. I'm in love with her long hair... I'm in love with the way she smiles at me... I'm in love with the way she reads her book... I'm in love with this cafe because this is the place where I've seen her for the first time... I'm in love with her Dark coffee with extra sugar... And last but not the least I'm in love with the way she makes me want to be a better person... for her..."

Afriel was so shocked after hearing all of this... She was shocked by how Oliver was staring at her with so much love and adoration in his eyes that it brought tears in her eyes... She was shocked to find that someone can love her to this extent...

He waited for her reply ...

And he was glad that in such a short span of time he can understand her like an open book...

He went to sit beside her... And pulled her in a hug...

She relaxed in his arms...

Breathing in his scent...

She was glad to find that his heart was beating just as fast as hers...

He her in his arms and draw soothing circles on her back..

"You don't have to say anything in return Afriel ... I just wanted to pour my heart in front of you, so i did.... I will wait for your answer for the whole life... But I hope that you won't make me wait till that long..."

He said that last sentence just to make her smile and indeed... That brought a beautiful smile on her face... She hit his chest lightly while wiping her tears... And looked up to him..

"Will you take me to meet your mother!!?? I want to meet her..."

And in that moment he knew her answer.... He knew that he didn't need her I love you to believe her love for him... That one question is enough for him to know that she has accepted him the way he did and she loves him too...

Oliver gave her the widest grin possible and said...

"As you say my Coffee Girl ..."

"Coffee Girl !! ??"

"Yes... MY coffee girl... ONLY MINE..."

She laughed at that nickname

"Let's go Mr Angry Young Man..."

"Now!!?? It's raining outside..."

"That's the more better reason to step out and enjoy that.. I love rain. Don't you!!??

"Yes now I do...."

It was raining outside. Puddles everywhere and the city was drenched... He hated this kind of atmosphere... He didn't like rain...

As soon as he saw that it will start raining he ran into a nearest cafe with his guitar in his hand...

He sat on a farthest table where no one can see him or disturb him...

A waiter came to his table and asked about his order... He said " Black coffee with no sugar"

He was used to having absence of sweetness in his life then why not from his coffee too...

With a bored look on his face he was sitting there... People were entering into the cafe as it has started raining...

Most of the tables were occupied

Almost whole cafe was full...

Then his eyes fell on this girl...

He didn't know why... But he couldn't turn his eyes away from her...

She was there... Sitting on a table just beside the huge glass windows with a book in her hand and her head was buried into the book without the care of outside world...

That's how he found her for the first time...

He was surprised to see this innocent baby faced girl in this cruel city... That too all alone...

Suddenly his protective instincts kicked in, he was damn surprised to feel this for an unknown girl...

He just kept staring her...

Waiter brought his coffee and broken his trance...

He started taking sips of his black coffee while studying her.... Intently... Just like she was reading that book... Intently...

Her soft silky long hair were framing her face to the perfection...

Cute baby face

Slender nose

With perfect rosy lips

But he wanted to see her eyes...

Suddenly he was glaring at the book that she was reading... Because that book was preventing him to see her eyes...

The same waiter went to her table...

The whole cafe was a bit silent so he was hoping to hear her voice...

"What would you like to have Ma'am Afriel !! ??"

She was startled at first from his voice but composed herself after few seconds...

And that's when she lifted her eyes from that book...

He was mesmerized by looking at her dark brown doe shaped eyes... He found himself getting lost in them...

He was overjoyed like he has won a lottery because not only he got to see her eyes but he got to know her name too...

Which was perfect for His perfect Girl...

Afriel ...

He was shocked...

He called her HIS!!???

How can he call some random girl "HIS"...

His heart denied this... She is not just a random girl... She is special

Now he was waiting for her reply and to listen to her melodious voice...

Afriel smiled upon seeing that waiter...

He felt his heartbeat skipped at her smile... She was looking gorgeous with that cute smile adoring her face...

" I will have a Dark Coffee with extra sugar please.... "

Her voice...

At that moment he knew that he has fallen.. Way too deep for this girl... He is in love with this girl... Afriel ...

Waiter left after taking her order...

And she went to read her book again..

For the first time he wanted to talk  to some girl... Because of his fame and rock-star stardom he is used to have girls throwing themselves on him... But for the first time he wanted to talk to this girl...

He was nervous

He scolded himself for that

"Dude you are Oliver Murphy ... No need to be nervous about talking to her... U can do this... Now man up and Go...."

After giving himself a pep talk he walked towards her table...

He reached to her table but she had no idea about his presence

He cleared his throat and spoke..

"Excuse me..."

She looked up at him...

Not believing her own eyes...

Oliver Murphy was standing in front of her... The Oliver Murphy .... The Rock-star ....

He saw her eyes going wide on seeing him... Recognition flashed through her eyes... He was glad for his stardom for the first time...

He loved seeing the display of various expressions on her face... She was looking too cute for her own good that he just wanted to kiss her right there...

But he composed himself...

He knew that she won't speak first so he thought to start the conversation..

"Hi I'm Oliver Murphy ."

That brought her out of her la la land...

" Hi I know who u r... By the way I'm Afriel Lloyd."

He loved the way she introduced herself in calm manner and not jumping on him after seeing him..

"Oh that's great... Can I sit here on this table with you if you don't mind...!!??

He sent a prayer... Please let her say yes...

And that's how he prayed for the first time in last 7 years...

He was shocked with this discovery too... But he smiled to himself... HIS COFFEE GIRL can make him do anything...

She was surprised after hearing his question but she decided to say yes... So she won't sound rude...

"Umm yeah sure"

"Thank you Afriel."

He loved the way her name rolled through his tongue and that sent shivers to Afriel after hearing her name from his voice...

"So you are a medical student !! ???"

While noticing her book he asked...

"Oh yes... I'm in final year.

"Oh so a brainy ?"

She chuckled at this

And he fell in love with that sound

He wanted to make her smile for the rest of the life...

"I know you must be thinking that what am I doing here ... And I will come to the point because I've never done this before...

I saw you for the first time just before half an hour... I was sitting on that table in the corner...

I want you to listen to me first... Then you can speak anything and I won't stop you but just hear me out first... Will you!!???

Afriel was so confused and she had this adorable confused puppy look on her face that Oliver couldn't help to fall in love with...

But still she nodded her head...

"I'm the only child of my parents... My mom passed away before 7 years ago in a car accident... Since then I had forgotten to smile... My dad married to this another woman after that... But she is just a gold digger who married to a man who is 25 years older than her just because of his money... Since then my dad stopped caring about me too... I've only one best friend who is like my family....... Since last 7 years he is the only one who has been my support through all of these... I don't trust myself with anyone else... Due to all of these I've anger issues... But I lash out on only those people who piss me off badly... So all in all I'm the rock-star Oliver Murphy with a lonely life and no one to depend on...

Afriel had tears in her eyes after listening about his life... He saw this and he was dumbfounded because till now no one has cried for him ever... He was hoping so badly that she won't give him those pitiful looks but again his COFFEE GIRL beat him to that...

What he saw in her eyes were...

Pain

Sorrow

And last but not the least

Respect

What she did next shocked him to the core...

She slowly reached for his hand which was placed on the table, slightly afraid that he won't like her touch... But she waved that thought away from her mind and listened to her heart...

He was staring at her each and every moment

She held his hand and spoke slowly....

"You are the Strongest person I've ever seen Oliver and your mother is so proud of you today for the person that you have become...."

2 things shocked him the most...

First.. She didn't give him those pitiful looks and she found him strong..

Second... She used IS for his mother... Not WAS OR WOULD HAVE BEEN... That means she thinks that his mother is still alive just like he does...And she thought that his mother is proud of him and that one line gave him the peace that he had never felt in past 7 years...

And in that moment he knew that she is the one for him. She is the Angel that his mother sent for him.. Just for him...

He smiled truly for the first time in these years..

"Thank you Afriel ..."

And he reached to wipe her tears...

"Thank you for hearing me out and thank you for not judging me like everyone has done..."

Afriel gave him her cute smile in return...

"But I've something else to tell you too..."

"I'm all ears Oliver"

"I don't know how and when but I fell in love with a girl ... I have seen her for the first time, that too for few minutes.... I'm in love with her smile... I'm in love with her nature... I'm in love with how she is so courageous and generous.. I'm in love with her long hair... I'm in love with the way she smiles at me... I'm in love with the way she reads her book... I'm in love with this cafe because this is the place where I've seen her for the first time... I'm in love with her Dark coffee with extra sugar... And last but not the least I'm in love with the way she makes me want to be a better person... for her..."

Afriel was so shocked after hearing all of this... She was shocked by how Oliver was staring at her with so much love and adoration in his eyes that it brought tears in her eyes... She was shocked to find that someone can love her to this extent...

 He waited for her reply ...

And he was glad that in such a short span of time he can understand her like an open book...

He went to sit beside her... And pulled her in a hug...

She relaxed in his arms...

Breathing in his scent...

She was glad to find that his heart was beating just as fast as hers...

He her in his arms and draw soothing circles on her back..

"You don't have to say anything in return Afriel ... I just wanted to pour my heart in front of you, so i did.... I will wait for your answer for the whole life... But I hope that you won't make me wait till that long..."

He said that last sentence just to make her smile and indeed... That brought a beautiful smile on her face... She hit his chest lightly while wiping her tears... And looked up to him..

"Will you take me to meet your mother!!?? I want to meet her..."

And in that moment he knew her answer.... He knew that he didn't need her I love you to believe her love for him... That one question is enough for him to know that she has accepted him the way he did and she loves him too...

Oliver gave her the widest grin possible and said...

"As you say my Coffee Girl ..."

"Coffee Girl !! ??"

"Yes... MY coffee girl... ONLY MINE..."

She laughed at that nickname

"Let's go Mr Angry Young Man..."

"Now!!?? It's raining outside..."

"That's the more better reason to step out and enjoy that.. I love rain. Don't you!!??

"Yes now I do...."