For M,
Like a gambler you came
A little penny you aim
One gun pointed in your head
Pull that trigger you said
With empty pockets you bet
To a link of uncertainty you went
Tried to snatch the feels of your core
Instead got latched on the attention more
I wish i can play in the same table you rest
But non of my whole can give you the best
I already lose in this hands of heart
Its now your turn to be a king and queen of this art
Clueless
i see a dead shadow
no shade of dark
not an inch of light
like a cave hopeless to be seen
with bones whose souls has an awful din
alone with all this feels
empty as how it seems
dimming as always seen
like clock’s arms forever stuck in one face
i’m in a leaf that cannot weather any season of change
same ground
turn another year older
dont look behind your shoulder
it will be okay they said
even the memory of tears you have shed
there are too many things you should be grateful for
one of this is you can still read prose
stand on the ground and fill in your lungs
you are barely breathing but can always make tongues
heavy tainted air pushing down your chest
all of thy thoughts now winding south to west
this isn't the lfe you dreamed about
only blandness you cannot live without
Morning Rush
It was a shadowy afternoon on a hot summer day. I couldn’t take the noise. There was a loud drumroll in my chest. And my steps are nearly unable to press. My eyes couldn’t believe who i am seeing. A man in a corner delightedly watching. I knew you from the past. I can even recall when i have seen you the last.
I can remember the smile on your face. And mine thats only meant for you to embrace. its here. you’re here. i know im alive. i can sense the affinity. Makes me inhale pure tranquility.
I've felt this all before. you’re here again. I swear you are here. Again. making it all real as it used to be. could this be another chance coz all i can see now is your clearest stance.
I want to be yours as much as i want you to be mine. This feels so real i could even open my eyes. i can feel you closer. We are together now. Everything’s on picturesque description. Wholly visualize on a very slow motion.
Don’t tell me this is all part of the script. coz I’m never gonna be ready for a skit. Like the water falling straight from the peak in one direction. Oh God! give us all your powerful protection.
At a snail pace this world is coming bright. someone knocked on the door. its time to uncover my sight. our moment has vanished. i rose up and you were gone. I've touched my heart. And felt you here.
from then i knew. you were just another dream
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TORN
If you are having a hard time being stressed alone in the room, not going out and socializing in the world just because of two people wrestling in your mind, then you’re on the right leaf.
Having trouble making up decisions in trying to choose between two of your favourite, most wanted, and much loved? Well I have experienced a lot of those bits and pieces. It’s as easy as selecting to eat veggies for some meat but as hard as choosing between a channel and an yves saint laurent.
We all want a pleased and contented life. No one wants to be rejected or to be left alone. People wish for significant persons that they truly chose to be with. And some people put too much on their plate that they forget too much can bring them heartburn. Anyone can be given much love and attention of two persons at the same time. Some can be torn between best of friends, both men or both women. Once you’re in the pit, it’s going to be hard for you to mount and go ahead of the light.
I’m here to advice you easy and lengthened steps to crack the matter between two lovers. If you have to ask someone else who to spend the rest of your life with, you’re not with the right person, or you are not really ready in your life to make that decision. And that is okay. Far too many people fall into marriages for all the wrong reasons that you should be learning to avoid. Once you’ve been in a relationship with someone yet another came and you let him in. Or both of them are showing some concerns or affection in the same time and you are having troubles in your mind. You are in this track.
To every problem, always face it in three steps; answer, move on and open your heart. In this case, star says;
First, Deal with hurt. Someone is going to get hurt and you are just going to deal with that. It is always hard to choose between two people when feelings go so deep with both of them. The worth here would be to gain some clarity, a very valuable quality that makes making decisions an intelligent process, rather than based in touching tangle. Unless you happen to like the drama of having two persons desiring to be your partner and being torn between them.
Second, make your selection. I do believe that you can love two people at the same time. This is because you never love two people in the same way. You can have one type of love for one person and another type for someone else. And both can be equally as strong. But can never be same love in same way.
Third, let go of the other. It is a very difficult problem to solve and yet a very common one. There are a lot of people who go though the same thing. However, to keep the hurt as brief as possible, you need to make up your mind and make your selection now. The longer you wait, the more someone will be hurt.
a mistake will always be a lesson. never regret. people do things worth experiencing.