i can breathe

i can open my eyes

i can walk on whatever path i choose

i can let go

i can look forward

i can remember and not turn away

i can speak without being afraid

to be on my own

to have no one there

that people still care

and that if they go

i can be alone

for now

and it’s okay

I lie in the river in the middle of the canyon

I look at the sky

and I feel nothing

Except I'm at the top of the waterfall

like at the top of the world

completely alone

beautiful and young

surrounded by nature and the sky

I love that moment

a feeling of complete solitude

independence

and peace

moment of freedom

I will hide it forever in my subconscious

I wove it deep

created it that day

for myself in the future

to remember what I can do

and how nice it can be

in my own solitude

so I can go back there

when it's the worst in the world

and in my mind sail away

to heaven on earth

memories to take me out

because I feel it will be difficult

it won't be easy

that struggle with life

I give myself something so beautiful ..

I steal from nature

let her capture me

and hold on forever

in a water bed

because I belong there

I am nowhere else

except in my own solitude

in which is beautiful to me