When you walk passed me,

when you glance at me from your book with a smile,

when your eyes shine when we lock gazes,

when you talk about me,

when you talk to me,

when you stand near me...

all of these things,

make me love you more,

all of these things,

make me know

that

I'll lose

my mind

at least

another

thousand

times.

27.6.2020

I loved them.

Loving them was the best and worst thing I've ever done.

Devil town is colder in the summertime.

I hated them.

Hating them was the thing that saved me, and destroyed me again.

I'll lose my mind at least another thousand times.

Hold my hand tight. We'll make it another night.

I still get a little scared of something new.

They are moving me out there.

I can't leave them.

But I feel a little safer when I'm with you.

They were my solace, and the destruction of my inner peace, or whatever.

Falling doesn't feel so bad, when I know you've fallen this way too.

You ruined me, so I'll ruin you, too.